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♥ Wednesday, December 15, 2010

I really had a great journey t Jakarta although it just for 4 days... It make me peace in my mind wif no stress and no need to think about my work for that 4 days..

Wen back to Jakarta for kuzin's wedding there. Tengok traditional khawin diaorg.. so different from us.. Had a great fun coz get to meet my kuzin, ifsa after 10 years we nvr met. She stay wif me at the hotel for the 4 days 3 nites.. Thank u my dear..haha...for the first time different room from my parents. COOL ;)

ok lah i guess tats all. summary je.. Pics at FB!

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♥ Saturday, November 27, 2010

Fazly Khairul...
Where have u been?
Don't u know that your family members is worry about you?
Even your brothers, GF and even me worry about you?
Where are you?

Are u having some problem?
You told me u going Sydney to meet ur parents but u didn't went there..
Now, all of us don't even know where are u..
Plz Faz! Show up n tell us where are u..

Tak kecian ke pada ur family?
hmmm....cum n share wif me...
If u read my blog, come contact me...
Jgn hilangkan diri faz...
U're sick and i know u dun bother wif ur health..
But plz think of others...

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Nur Shahidah Bte Sernan, thats her name..
Knowing her since year 2007 i guess..
At 1st we dun talk or go out together as coz we are still new to the frenship..
But now... ;)

Lets talk abit abt me n her since im bored rite now... We're not that close in the 1st place. We dun talk and not even look at each other face.. ok im bad! Haha...but seriously funny lor.. We start getting close wen we work together i guess.. She do recommended me work at Airport n did get the job. Thank you! Ever since i work there, we do meet but sometimes tak lah coz she always work in the morning lor..

We do go out after work..since the both of us bored. Ever since i know her, im stuck to her habit that is SINGING SESSIONS.. Itz like weekly we go Grandlink release our stress there and to hilangkan boring lor..

But now i miss her.. Coz tk selalu jumpe. She working morning shift je and me.. Afternoon shift.. Haish! I miss disturb her lor..

She, my little sister, fwen n also my enermy ;)

-Deela J-

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Im just bored at home.. feel like updating about the my past and present wif the guys...

Sayuti Karlson, his name..
Get to know hym wen i work MacDonald as a Manager..
And he is one of my riders..
We getting closer wen he get my number from Syaz..
From there we know each other and start to contact.
The 1st time i lookd at hym, he seem not to mix around wif other riders..
A simple and lovely guy..
He predict is always rite.. Always know and cum wen im down.
MAGIC! Without informing hym, he do know i have problem..
Me and hym is now complicated :(
I miss hym!

Sorie his pic alone as i lost almost all the fotoz wen my laptp down..
Muhd Sufi Bin Sufyan, his name..
Knowing hym year 2006..
My closebuddy.. Always there for me..
Do share our problem together but now i dun really share my problem wif hym..
Entah asal.. But he always there wen i nid help..
He is my fisrt guy frenship that last till now..
He ever ask me to go in relationship but i cant coz i dun to break frenship wif hym..
If i go in relationship wif hym, nti gado terus pisah den tknk jadi fren lagi ;(
We did try but itz didn't work on us..
But we still closebuddy.. Love my sotong ;)

My 1st love...
Alfian Darma, his name..
The most handsome guy among the rest in my class (secondary)
But sorry girls, he caught me :)
A long relationship we had nearly 4yrs since sec 1 till the day he left me to Australia..
Both parents had met and my dad do like him :)
We do contact till now but now we dun seem to be close like we use to be..
But he is the best guy i had coz no matter wat..
He still care for me till now..

Ignore the date.. Tats the date wen we go out to Sentosa.. Zulaidil, thats the name.. Knowing hym since year 2002 till now.. Itz like almost 8years. From a fren to a relationship(3x) den back to a fren.. But he now seem be more understanding towards me.. But no always there for me.

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♥ Friday, November 26, 2010

Aku masih mencari dimana perginya diriku.. Yang sekian lama menghilang.. Aku inginkan diriku kembali kerana hidup ku sekarang ni tak menentu.. Apa yang aku fikirkan, aku sendiri tidak tahu.. Kembalikan Fadilah yang dulu ceria selalu..

01 Aug 1o yang telah ubah aku. Menjadi selalu stress dlm perkerjaan dan selainnya.. Sejak kebelakangan ni, aku selalu muram ke kerja. Senyum hanaya sementara lepas itu kembali muram dan seperti hilang akal. Aku tidak tahu apa yg aku fikirkan..

My mind is not wif me.. I dun hate my job but i hate the management! I love my staffs but i hate the team! Because no one bother to take care of the team.. JQ do have station manager but satu haram tak guna lansung. I hate my roaster! One week, one day off.. Haish! Mcm mana me tak selalu amik MC. How to rest one day je? Kerja mcm nk mampos but den tak appreciate. GOOD JOB CIAS!

Selalu di kerja, always moody. Everytime dun feel like working.. Haish! All my feeling is gone.. I hate being like this ok! I need MIZ IDAH!!!!!!! We use to go out after work wen i work morning shift last time but now...itz like a month one day will meet up but kadang tak lansung.. Itz release my mind wen we are out... JINCA!!!!!

I guess i lost everything.. I WANT MY LIFE BACK!

-Deela J -

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♥ Monday, November 15, 2010

When to work tot everything will go smoothly and plus im not feeling well. So i really hope there's no any delay and etc. Step inside CIAS office, was called up by Mr Ismail asked to go in his room wif Devi(admin staff) inside. I tot he gonna tok to me about my MC but itz not.. Get a FREE scolding by him and devi for nutink.. All thanks to tat JERK yg act PROFESSIONAL! Look itz not even my fault u guys wanna scold me just coz he new.. so wat?? Itz his mistakes for not closing the reports. U guys should wait n scold him not me. U GET IT???

FUCK WIF WORK OK!

Handle three flts by urself is not easy n plus only 3 staff at ctr and my flt overbooked. WELL DONE CIAS! Stupid management.. While working, im not being myself. My mind not wif me and i dunnoe wats happening to me.. Every staff cum to me for help but i seem to be blurr.. ARH!

WATS GOING ON??

11.30pm, my shift end. I dun feel like ride my bike home actually coz i noe sumting might happen to me wen im not being myself. I wun focus later wen ride bike.. Tot of taking cab home but tmrw my OFF day. Takkan nk tinggalkan Jacky kat changi airport..hmmm... At last i ride my bike home no matter wat..

Wet road, mind not wif me, thinking and thinking, not focus on the road, tired and ended met wif small accident after tampines PIE. Thanks god for saving me. Right shoulder blueblack and right leg hit the pipe and itz damn hot ok.

Damn for going on wif me actually? ape yang aku fikirkan selama ini? Family, kerja dan apa lagi??? ARH!

-Deela J-

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♥ Tuesday, November 9, 2010

By rite today im working at 1400-2245. I change my my mind not to cum to work todae n took MC coz yesterday kena buli cukup2 punye sey.. Tak ade ot den put me ot. Fight back wif them then they sae help lah, no more staff la. Ok fine i help till 12am i work but then ade hati suruh me extend my ot till 2am.. Gile peh??? Mengamuk jap sey. Tanduk pun keluar. ARH!!!!!!

So i just do the last flight till 2am den angkat kaki jalan.. tu lah yg MC niari. haha... Who care lor.. Doctor kasi 2 days MC ok but too bad lah.. 2mrw my off day actually lor.. Hiash!

plan to go out but canx coz i having....(faham2 ehk..ladies problem) So just stay at home je.. Mendak, boring...

Tis is the part wen staying at home, problem do come...i dun tink wanna share it here.. haish!

-deelaJ-

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