Miss DeELaJ

4 Days trip..

2010-12-15T20:12:00.000-08:00

I really had a great journey t Jakarta although it just for 4 days... It make me peace in my mind wif no stress and no need to think about my work for that 4 days..

Wen back to Jakarta for kuzin's wedding there. Tengok traditional khawin diaorg.. so different from us.. Had a great fun coz get to meet my kuzin, ifsa after 10 years we nvr met. She stay wif me at the hotel for the 4 days 3 nites.. Thank u my dear..haha...for the first time different room from my parents. COOL ;)

ok lah i guess tats all. summary je.. Pics at FB!

Fazly Khairul

2010-11-27T21:24:00.000-08:00

Fazly Khairul...
Where have u been?
Don't u know that your family members is worry about you?
Even your brothers, GF and even me worry about you?
Where are you?

Are u having some problem?
You told me u going Sydney to meet ur parents but u didn't went there..
Now, all of us don't even know where are u..
Plz Faz! Show up n tell us where are u..

Tak kecian ke pada ur family?
hmmm....cum n share wif me...
If u read my blog, come contact me...
Jgn hilangkan diri faz...
U're sick and i know u dun bother wif ur health..
But plz think of others...

Miz Idah..

2010-11-27T19:45:00.000-08:00

Nur Shahidah Bte Sernan, thats her name..
Knowing her since year 2007 i guess..
At 1st we dun talk or go out together as coz we are still new to the frenship..
But now... ;)

Lets talk abit abt me n her since im bored rite now... We're not that close in the 1st place. We dun talk and not even look at each other face.. ok im bad! Haha...but seriously funny lor.. We start getting close wen we work together i guess.. She do recommended me work at Airport n did get the job. Thank you! Ever since i work there, we do meet but sometimes tak lah coz she always work in the morning lor..

We do go out after work..since the both of us bored. Ever since i know her, im stuck to her habit that is SINGING SESSIONS.. Itz like weekly we go Grandlink release our stress there and to hilangkan boring lor..

But now i miss her.. Coz tk selalu jumpe. She working morning shift je and me.. Afternoon shift.. Haish! I miss disturb her lor..

She, my little sister, fwen n also my enermy ;)

-Deela J-

Love ones..

2010-11-27T17:15:00.000-08:00

Im just bored at home.. feel like updating about the my past and present wif the guys...

Sayuti Karlson, his name..
Get to know hym wen i work MacDonald as a Manager..
And he is one of my riders..
We getting closer wen he get my number from Syaz..
From there we know each other and start to contact.
The 1st time i lookd at hym, he seem not to mix around wif other riders..
A simple and lovely guy..
He predict is always rite.. Always know and cum wen im down.
MAGIC! Without informing hym, he do know i have problem..
Me and hym is now complicated :(
I miss hym!

Sorie his pic alone as i lost almost all the fotoz wen my laptp down..
Muhd Sufi Bin Sufyan, his name..
Knowing hym year 2006..
My closebuddy.. Always there for me..
Do share our problem together but now i dun really share my problem wif hym..
Entah asal.. But he always there wen i nid help..
He is my fisrt guy frenship that last till now..
He ever ask me to go in relationship but i cant coz i dun to break frenship wif hym..
If i go in relationship wif hym, nti gado terus pisah den tknk jadi fren lagi ;(
We did try but itz didn't work on us..
But we still closebuddy.. Love my sotong ;)

My 1st love...
Alfian Darma, his name..
The most handsome guy among the rest in my class (secondary)
But sorry girls, he caught me :)
A long relationship we had nearly 4yrs since sec 1 till the day he left me to Australia..
Both parents had met and my dad do like him :)
We do contact till now but now we dun seem to be close like we use to be..
But he is the best guy i had coz no matter wat..
He still care for me till now..

Ignore the date.. Tats the date wen we go out to Sentosa.. Zulaidil, thats the name.. Knowing hym since year 2002 till now.. Itz like almost 8years. From a fren to a relationship(3x) den back to a fren.. But he now seem be more understanding towards me.. But no always there for me.

My Life..

2010-11-26T23:40:00.000-08:00

Aku masih mencari dimana perginya diriku.. Yang sekian lama menghilang.. Aku inginkan diriku kembali kerana hidup ku sekarang ni tak menentu.. Apa yang aku fikirkan, aku sendiri tidak tahu.. Kembalikan Fadilah yang dulu ceria selalu..

01 Aug 1o yang telah ubah aku. Menjadi selalu stress dlm perkerjaan dan selainnya.. Sejak kebelakangan ni, aku selalu muram ke kerja. Senyum hanaya sementara lepas itu kembali muram dan seperti hilang akal. Aku tidak tahu apa yg aku fikirkan..

My mind is not wif me.. I dun hate my job but i hate the management! I love my staffs but i hate the team! Because no one bother to take care of the team.. JQ do have station manager but satu haram tak guna lansung. I hate my roaster! One week, one day off.. Haish! Mcm mana me tak selalu amik MC. How to rest one day je? Kerja mcm nk mampos but den tak appreciate. GOOD JOB CIAS!

Selalu di kerja, always moody. Everytime dun feel like working.. Haish! All my feeling is gone.. I hate being like this ok! I need MIZ IDAH!!!!!!! We use to go out after work wen i work morning shift last time but now...itz like a month one day will meet up but kadang tak lansung.. Itz release my mind wen we are out... JINCA!!!!!

I guess i lost everything.. I WANT MY LIFE BACK!

-Deela J -

My mind not wif me..

2010-11-15T19:58:00.001-08:00

When to work tot everything will go smoothly and plus im not feeling well. So i really hope there's no any delay and etc. Step inside CIAS office, was called up by Mr Ismail asked to go in his room wif Devi(admin staff) inside. I tot he gonna tok to me about my MC but itz not.. Get a FREE scolding by him and devi for nutink.. All thanks to tat JERK yg act PROFESSIONAL! Look itz not even my fault u guys wanna scold me just coz he new.. so wat?? Itz his mistakes for not closing the reports. U guys should wait n scold him not me. U GET IT???

FUCK WIF WORK OK!

Handle three flts by urself is not easy n plus only 3 staff at ctr and my flt overbooked. WELL DONE CIAS! Stupid management.. While working, im not being myself. My mind not wif me and i dunnoe wats happening to me.. Every staff cum to me for help but i seem to be blurr.. ARH!

WATS GOING ON??

11.30pm, my shift end. I dun feel like ride my bike home actually coz i noe sumting might happen to me wen im not being myself. I wun focus later wen ride bike.. Tot of taking cab home but tmrw my OFF day. Takkan nk tinggalkan Jacky kat changi airport..hmmm... At last i ride my bike home no matter wat..

Wet road, mind not wif me, thinking and thinking, not focus on the road, tired and ended met wif small accident after tampines PIE. Thanks god for saving me. Right shoulder blueblack and right leg hit the pipe and itz damn hot ok.

Damn for going on wif me actually? ape yang aku fikirkan selama ini? Family, kerja dan apa lagi??? ARH!

-Deela J-

MC

2010-11-09T21:06:00.000-08:00

By rite today im working at 1400-2245. I change my my mind not to cum to work todae n took MC coz yesterday kena buli cukup2 punye sey.. Tak ade ot den put me ot. Fight back wif them then they sae help lah, no more staff la. Ok fine i help till 12am i work but then ade hati suruh me extend my ot till 2am.. Gile peh??? Mengamuk jap sey. Tanduk pun keluar. ARH!!!!!!

So i just do the last flight till 2am den angkat kaki jalan.. tu lah yg MC niari. haha... Who care lor.. Doctor kasi 2 days MC ok but too bad lah.. 2mrw my off day actually lor.. Hiash!

plan to go out but canx coz i having....(faham2 ehk..ladies problem) So just stay at home je.. Mendak, boring...

Tis is the part wen staying at home, problem do come...i dun tink wanna share it here.. haish!

-deelaJ-

CIAS

2010-11-09T20:40:00.000-08:00

Itz been so long i never i update my blog.. Ok i guess i'll make it alive again.. Lets talk abt me n my work kz..

18th August 2009,
Tats the date i start my full time work at CIAS as passenger customer service in Airport. Airport, where people dream alot to work there..haish! So far so good and i was assign doing Jetstar International flight. So my team is JQ! Ever since i was PSA, i get frustrated easily coz management keep throwing the JQ teams like ball.. throw there an throw here.. And i hate most is doing CS EK and CI. Damn it!

Coz of management, most of team resign during the 6 months bond.. Semua tk tahan.. But me n huda still holding on till now.. During the bond, i can called myself 'Good example staff' lah coz during the 6months bond, i never take MC, late to work and etc.. even sick still cum to work.. but now...ahem2! :)

1st August 2010,
Was promoted to APSO. Was assign to control my own flight, JQ. This part when i got stress easily and selalu nk marah je.. But no matter what, my flight still depart.. But i still not happy wif the management. Itz been unfair to JQ team sey.. Flight no Airline Rep.. flight delayed or canx, we have to handle ourselves.. I hate it!

Coz of this, i keep taking MC wen i dun feel like cuming to work.. From a good staff to bad staff... Im not proud to get promoted coz tanggung jawab berat sekali...

Till now, 09 nov 2010..i still working the same job n same place n same position. I guess itz time up to change to part time coz i wan to continue my stuides at MDIS and im using my own money for my studies. So i can resign n stop working coz i need money.. Atleast if i change part time, i can focus more on my studies..

haish! :(

-DeelaJ-

To my "Small Sister"

2010-09-23T23:51:00.000-07:00

To my so call "small sister", friend, part-time musuh and etc....

I know you mad and angry with me..
By saying those words to you and even call it in front of your friends..
Yes, i know it's a joke and Yes some can take it some might not..
I didnt know that you cant take joke?
If i knew of course i wun disturb you by those words..
Please dun take it to your heart..
Im sorry if itz hurt you..

If you're not happy with the words i say out, come to me and let me know..
We still can talk about it between us..
Stop keep it to yourself or told your guy about it. .
What friends for?
I know im wrong and im sorry kz..

I know im so call your "new" friend to you..
Coz itz like 2yrs plus we knew each other so our friendship not that strong..
We can improve our friendship by sharing our problems and what we both dun like..
But it seems itz dun work as you dun wanna share your problem.
I know we cant force our friends to tell their problem 100% but what a friend for?

No matter what, im sorry kz small sister.. You will always be my small sister and friends..

-Deela J-

17/09/2010

2010-09-17T17:42:00.000-07:00

Aku tidak tahu ape akan terjadi pada diriku...
Aku seperti bukan NUR FADILAH lagi...

Mana perginya Nur Fadilah yg sering ada di rumah bile die cuti kerja?
Mana perginya dirinya yg selalu balik kerja tidak begitu lama?
Mana die pergi selama ini?
Sering kali pulang lambat ke rumah..
Pulang, urus ape yang patut dan tidur..
Seharian die sama saja..
Tak berbual dgn keluargannya...

Ape yg ingin jadi padanya?

Nampak gayanya Nur Fadilah sedah kembali seperti dulu...
Seperti orang jahat dalam diam...
Tanpa orang sedar ape yang die buat...
Sejak die mempunyai Motor kegemaran miliknye sendiri..
Sering keluar rumah dgn motornya entah kemana die pergi...
Sungguh sering sekali...

Pandangi lah beliau..
Lihat lah muka beliau..
Seperti tidak apa pape yang berlaku pada dirinye..
Tapi..di dalam, tiada siapa tahu sebenarnya yg beliau lalui selama ini...
Lalui hingga kini hampi 20 tahun...
Nur Fadilah hanya mampu diam diri dan buat sesuatu yg keluarganya tidak tahu..

Sekian,
-deelaJ-

Sapekah aku sebenarnya?

2010-09-14T21:05:00.000-07:00

Siapakah diriku yang sebenarnya?
Kenapa aku lain dari adik-beradik ku?
Ape yang kurang pada diriku?

Adakah aku yang selalu kasi masalah pada keluargaku?
Adakah aku bukan anak mak dan bapaku?
Kenapa mereka suka nah bading-bandingkan aku dengan yang lain?
Siapakah diriku yang sebenarnya?

Aku tahu selama ini aku tak bangakan mereka seperti mana anak diaorg yang lain..
Yela aku sedar siapa aku..
Selalu tak dengar kata mereka...

Yelah aku seorang peh yang kurang ajar dengan mereka semua..
Yelah anak diaorang yg lain semua baik peh...
Macam lah diaorang tkde kurang ajar gitu...

Aku ingin pergi dari dunia ini...
Ambil lah nyawaku ini keran aku tidak mampu lagi untuk hidup lagi...

Aku ingin pergi jauh dari mereka...

-deelaJ-

25 July 2010

2010-07-25T21:58:00.000-07:00

Awesome day today wif my youngest siblings, fatin n izzul.. We went to watch to movie, Blood Pledge. A korea haunted movie. Actually plan to go out wif all my siblings but too bad my brother, faiz werking part time and my sister, fana abit tired out.. So itz only me and the youngest lor..

Our movie start at 3.15pm and itz at Downtown East. Before that, we play this small roller coaster and itz 3D tat can fit 4 people on it.. Punye lah kelakar.. and itz like real gitu but padahal kite dlm conatiner kecil je.. but fun lor :)

Inside the cinema, izzul was the noisy one.. pekik punye lah kuat and itz like m n fatin was paisey gitu seating beside hym.. haha! Cite die not bad lor but byk terkejut2..

Once we done wif that, we went to shop at Aldo @ raffles link. Bought izzul a pair of shoe dat cost $135. Then we went to Far East Plaza and bought fatin a pair of shoe also. Adiddas shoe dat cost $119 den we went for our dinner at KFC. Fatin treat us since she sae, 'angah dah belanja kite tgk wayang den beli kasut utk achik n izzul so y not achik belanja makan lak '.. so sweet of her lor...

While waiting for sister fana to fetch us, izzul and achik voice out yg dorg nk gi satu kedai korea nie den i just followed them lor.. KEDAI KASUT LAGI!!!!! haha... But this tyme round, i, myself join them to buy for myself a pair of VANZ shoe and bought them anoher a pair of shoe.. People go shopping for clothes but me and my siblings shopping shoes..haha..

No matter wat, we had a great day together.. Seldom we out together as siblings so why not i just treat them rite??

23 July 10

2010-07-23T20:50:00.000-07:00

For the past 3 days, was down wif a fever and flu butyet still cum to werk. I guess im gonna lost my voice soon too.. Haish!

Yeterday, my 1 days of menses lak n actually decided to go back home coz itz painful.. And plus i dun feel like werking wif this type of condition.. But i still continue coz itz a waste coz itz almost a day of werk :(

Den todae tot of taking mc but fikir2 tkya.. Honestly speking, todae i was like supudupa cold coz im having a fever. Tempat tk sejuk pun lehjadi sejuk for me.. mood swing..kadang ok kadang2 tk ok.

And i guess, 2mrw i MC lah.. coz sunday off day so i guess i can have full rest then..

16 July 2010

2010-07-16T19:42:00.000-07:00

OMG! After 4 days not been werking, i dun feel like cuming to werk sey todae..

Work at 4.30am and was late to work kz.. deployment was ok but OT yg tk ok.. I have to do QR gate and itz at T3.. I hate to do the gate coz itz far n the airlines rap so the action lor.. Mcm tkde senyum bile dtg gate..tk greet the staff yg buat gate die.. So arrogant lor!

Haiyah! so lazy wanna go work anymore.. Can i just stay at home n shake leg but $$$ cum in??? Haish!

15 July 2010

2010-07-15T22:28:00.000-07:00

Hello readers...

lets start wif todae kz.. todae is my happy day as i meeting the JQ team for our tri[ to batam :)

Woke up early in the morning at 6plus..den met kak yatie under her block. Parked my bike den we take train to HarbourFront there.. Meet Nas at bedok MRT den we went there together.. Our meet up time is at 0830 BUT fify and azah was supudupa late.. Dorg yg plan to meet 0830 sharp but end up dorg yr lambat and tat show they have to belanja us makan lor as promise..

We took the 3rd ferry to batam centre. 1 hour journey den from there we searching for a driver to bring us to 3 different malls yg jual barang murah2 lor.. OMG! They was like crazy over there.. shopping punye shopping.. for me $50 itz enuf to spend there. Convert to rupiah itz like RP375, 500... byk kan? But for them tk cukup...sekejap2 go money changer.. ADUH!

Me and kak yatie took the 5.30pm(batam time) and reached spore at 7.30 coz i have to take my MC..Semlm lupe nk amik MC lor.. While fify, nas and azah took the 6.40pm(batam time) and reached spore like 9plus..

Had a awesome day wif them..leh jadi crazy...pic will update soon..Some pic at FB..

14 July 2010

2010-07-14T21:18:00.000-07:00

My REST day todae.. As pernormal nutink to do at home.. Woke up early in the morning den watched tv and had my breakfast. Once i done wif tat, i surf the net and chat.. Coz at home, only me n mum. since my mum still sleeping so i dun wan to disturb her by watching tv so i surfing the net..

Surf net..posting, posting and posting.. Message, message and message to all tat interested abt the business dat im doing.. Received alots of reply by all can make it on sat. I tot wanna arrange some todae coz i do have one prospect tat meeting me todae.. while surfing, received msg from my brother's GF saying tat she wanna meet me. .just company her for SheeSha at arab street.. Since she was stressed then i sae ok lor.. Meeting my prospect at arab street too wif Nam Sparks. He explain everything to my prospect. Seems to be interested but she will give the respone soon :)

So just lepak there wif Nam Sparks till 7plus but at 6.30pm, Nam Spark have to go to meet his GF at Tampines. so left me n Mar. At 7 plus. my brother came down just 4 awhile coz we moving back home. I ride and he drive his GF home...

ok lah i guess i should stop here and sleep early coz tmrw nk go BATAM wif the JQ team :)

13 July 10

2010-07-13T21:45:00.000-07:00

Today is my OFF day..so will be at home again lor.. Today activites tat i did is :-

- cooked breakfast

- surf the net

- take a nap

BUT...........

While surfing the net, miz idah msg me. Asked me to go out wif her and do the survey for our chalet. Den i sae ok and wat tyme finish work. Den she sae after Ga827 and tatz end at 11.50am. After done wif the messages, i take a nap lor..

At 11.15, woke up like nutink happened gitu lor.. dgn selambanye gi tgk TV. I almost forget tat i have to fetch her at 12.15 and yet i havent bath n iron my clothes.. OMG! Make a fast one wif everything den.....at 12.05 go out from my house..haha! But i did msg her sayin i was on the road.. Sorie miz idah :(

Wen to fetch her den we wen to survey for the chalet. Once we done, we go eat at geylang den to Grandlink for karoake sessions :)

12 July 10

2010-07-12T21:17:00.000-07:00

I just feel like going to werk. Decided to take MC for today since tmrw im off den followed by rest day. Hehe! Actually i already plan to call them up yesterday to report sick by end up i was fall asleep.

At 4.30am today, got scolded by miz idah for free coz not calling them yesterday. Miz idah curious lor coz i told her im mc den wen she take a look on my deployment, itz not being canx yet. Terus terbangun sey kena pekik dgn miz idah. Dgn pantas kilat i called my supervisor saying tat im MC lor.. Lega sikit :)

Back to sleep..and woke up again at 9.30am. Go n buy breakfast then watched tv. Punye lah boring duduk uma. So i keep msging miz idah whether after her work nk go tk den she sae aniting.. Plan to see around chalets around pasir ris coz we will be booking chalet for our bdae lor.. But can, HUJAN. So tk jadi keluar lor.. Hujan mainkan perasaan kiter.. Haish!

Stay at home je lor.. Kluar pun just to take MC :(

Abit disappointed

2010-06-29T21:13:00.000-07:00

Abit disappointed wif sumone. Promise me to get back to me once u done wif ur lawyer insurance but end up u remain silent.

Meet Aida and Kak Ain at Grandlink after werk.. 2 hours karaoke sessions wif them den i saw dat sumone at there too.. Terus give hym a called and YES, he at grandlink wif fwenz.. asked hym to explain everything to me..can forgive lor coz he promise to meet my senior at nite..

Once done wif karaoke, we went to Singapost Paya Lebar to have some meal since semua lapar.. after makan den went back home.. Yut meet me up at my blk wif herizal...

ok lah update again kiez..

Goin miss her...

2010-06-18T21:52:00.000-07:00

Finish werk at 2.30pm same wif miz ida.. den we went to have our meal at Pasir Ris Whitesand there coz we had appointment wif Herizal. But end we cancelled the appoinment coz he cannot make it todae. So we had our meal at KFC den we hand up at MacDonald..

We talk and talk non-stop den i decided to tell her sumting abt her bf and Fie. I knoe she wanna wat really happened between them so i tel them since fie allow me to tel her.. Can sae it out her. but wat can i sae wen i told her, her face start to change lor..

We seated at MacDonlad till 6pm den we went back home.. Gonna miss her lor coz tmrw she gonna left me for 1 week. She going to Cameron Highlang wif her family..sedih :(

No fren, no adeq bacin to disturb, no lesbian partner to go together...haha... No wories gonna be fine..just wait for her return lor...

10 hours at GA ctr!

2010-06-17T18:37:00.000-07:00

Came to werk after two days off n rest, feel like dun wan to go werk gitu lioa.. Datang kerje, tgk my deployment.. OMG, TAK SUKE!!!!!!

Guess wat??? GARUDA COUNTER ALL THE WAY TILL END...

At 5am, came down to garuda counter for briefing den i was given one staff to be understudy by me.. Haiyoh! Lagi leceh lor.. Org lum expert dgn garuda system dem nk ajar org lain lak.. And the staff will be wif me for 2 weeks ok...

Seat and check in, teach and observe for 10 hours.. Mati! Without moving around.. break pun lambat..leh mati kat situ seh..

Todae goin back home straight coz miz idah need to teach her kuzin... Boring lor :(

16-06-10

2010-06-16T21:25:00.000-07:00

My handsem little brother and Me

Boy and Miz Ida

Us..
Izzul, miz idah and miz deela J

Todae is my off day. Same goes to miz idah.. And todae we already plan to go Orchard to spy on someone.. Bring along my little brother too since he bored at home.. So we plan to meet at 3pm at Douby Gaut MRT station.. By rite suppose to me at 1pm but my bike's jacky giving me problem.. so i have to send it for service.. Haish!

At 11am, send little boy to Arab Street to our grandfather shop to send Songkok. It was a heavy rain but yet we still going on... Den at 12pm, send jacky to workshop for service.. Wait and wait till 1pm. Den we went home and get prepare for later..

Going out by MRT..haiyah! Took circle line MRT to Douby Gaut.. Janji kul 3pm, satu2 dtg 10mins lambat..haha.. Biasa juga. We went to Cathay to booked our ticket first for The Karate Kid at 6.15pm den we proceed to Orchard to do our plan..

Actually our plan is to kacau this one girl but end up tk jadi coz i cant stop laughing wen i see her face.. haha.. funny gile! Sorie.. Even miz ida and little brother pun laugh.. We cant do our plan coz all of us cant stop laughing so we went to Far East to have our meal..

Once we done, den we went back to Cathay... ok lah i guess i stop here... cya :)

Grandlink tyme!

2010-06-08T20:10:00.000-07:00

Hello everybody!

Ok lets start a day wif me.. Todae i reached werk late due to some reason at home. Happy to go werk but den suddenly he mood change wen i see LATIFAH at control room. Aduh! Die nie troublemaker sikit. Suka nah tukar2 kite punye deployment tu yg ut semua org geram nah dgn die..

I knoe i have OT todae til EK432 but i told her i cant do OT todae as i have sumting on after werk.. After im done wif my pen flt, i go up to see my deployment coz she asked me to take look again wif my deployment. GA COUNTER!!!!!!!!!! Gatal xiia tangan die tukar2.. Haish! Tapi leh maafkan lah coz die dah take out my OT..haha!

After werk at 12.30, plan to go Hajah Maimunah kat geylang there wif miz ida tapi ramai nah org. End up we go Teh Tarik near Haig Road.. Once we done we our meal, we went to Grandlink tohave our concert there.. haha! U know i know kz miz ida :)

We went home at 4.45pm. Send her home and guess wat tyme we reached Boon Lay??? Itz took us only 20mins there kz.. Cepat tk deela ride bike? Record ok coz normally send her around 30-45mins gitu...

ok lah..cya again :)

we went home

5th May 2010

2010-06-05T23:21:00.000-07:00

Todae is my REST day.. Yesterday my off day but yet i cum to werk for only 8 hours but end up till ntye coz of controlling the 4 flights wif kak yatie. Since todae my rest day, i intent to stay at home and have a full rest but i cant coz i dun like to stay still.. Love to move around so i decided to msg Miz Ida to confirm whether we still goin out or not lor..

She finished werk at 2.30pm. 2.15pm i went out from my house and fetched her up at Changi Airport den we proceed to Toa Payoh first den Mustafar Center to buy some stuff there. Every month, atleast one time we will go there and spend sumting there.. U noe i noe kz miz ida :)

Once we done we our stuff, we went to Beach Road to have our meal. Kecian adeq bacin lum makan (miz ida).. Lepak jap kite go Jambatan yang baru buka near the casino there. Punye la ramai org. Decided to go down and have a walk but kerana ramai org sgt, we stay put wif Jacky den went to Marina Barage.. Actually those plan are not plan..kite tkde plan sebenarnye but just go for fun... Marina Barage pun ramai org xiia...We jsut seat down one corner and watched people fly kites :)

Nearly 8.3o den we went back home..Send her back coz her mum wanna gave me Cookies :)

ok lah i guess tats all...soknk kerja nie..bye!

Sowie Mum :(

2010-06-02T21:47:00.000-07:00

Rasa-rasanye hampir 3 hari deela tk makan masakkan mak.. Kerana, tiap kali deela alik, memang teringin nk mkn malam tapi deela batalkan niat itu kerana bapa ade di rumah. Tiap kali bapa ade di rumah, deela sentiasa akan berada di dalam bilik.. Haish!

Tadi pagi, mak ade siapkan deela mee goreng utk mkn sebelum gi kerja tapi tidak kesampaian utk makan kerana sudah terlambat mahu kerja dan lagi bapa kat living room. I just can face my dad after tat incident.. itz hurt me alot dat he treat me tat way.. Haish!

Mum, im sorie kerana tk jama sikit..deela nk jama sikit tapi...mum, im really sowie..

I reached home late todae coz of OT! Reached home nearly 8 plus..and i was supudupa hungry. I was hoping at home there is food.. Sampai je uma, mak siapkan deela makan kat atas meja.. This time round, mum ask me to eat and dun care abt my dad. Mum compnay at kitchen n see me eating.. Mum, thank you. Deela appreciate it..

Inside my heart, no one know how i feel...

1st June 2010

2010-06-01T10:54:00.000-07:00

Damn! Todae was a boring day for me kz.. Once i reached werk, just get to knoe, PEN flight cancelled ! ! ! And i knoe my deployment gonna be change. Waited till 5am den they asked me to seat at GARUDA counter 7am den do Emirates flight. OMG! GARUDA counter ehk..Seated there and check-in..paling mendak skali duduk garuda counter..tk suke ok..

After doing BKK counter check-in, i was damn free til UL arrival. 1st UL cancelled but i still have the UL EXTRA flight.. Aduh! And tat gate open at 3pm.. Look, from 10.30am till 3.00pm do nutink xiia... Better go home sey but cannot still have to do.. Merepek sey! Lama sey nk tgu..

Ok lah we stop here..later after werk, Miz Ida nk belanje deela Makan :)

Why cant u understand ur daughter??

2010-05-31T22:56:00.001-07:00

Since last week till today, me and my dad still didn't talk to each other. If at home, normally wat i always do is when he at home, i will hide myself at my room or maybe going out till nite. If im werking in the morning, and i know he will be back at home after 5pm..i decided not to go back home tat early.. will go back home later. Penat ke, ngantok ke, i dun care as long im not at home wif hym.. Really upset wif hym!

Look, we as a muslim.. Itz a sin if u has a daughter or son never talk ur parent more den 3 day. Itz a SIN kz. U know tat dad but u still expect me not to talk to you more den tat.. 2 WEEKS!!!! Why cant u be like a fathers out there tat can understand their children? My problem wif u is just a small matter sey but yet u make it big n punished me this way..

Dad, dorg kat luar pun org Muslim dan Islam even ade yg warak but they still can understand their children. They believe and trust their own children as long they know to care of themselves and the family background. Dad, deela tk pernah conteng arang pada family deela n even behave well wif families and aunty n uncle.. Dad, i just dun understand u kz.. Sejak2 nie, u're not my dad tat i know last 20yrs....

Im sorie for updating like this.. I being keeping to myself and i guess i just burst it out over here..Atleast i feel abit better den keep it long to myself.. No one can understand how i feel rite now.. Not even my family and not even my fwenz.. Thanks!

Outz wif Miz Ida

2010-05-25T21:37:00.000-07:00

Todae we having our BTT @ Ubi CDC. Gonna fetched Ida at 1.30 @ MRT eunos. Before fetched her, i went to Joo Chiat to take Mum clothes den fetched Ida.

Our BTT start at 3.15pm but before that we took the e-trial dulu at 2.15pm. Both of us fail our BTT. Gonna appy it again. Haish! Susah peh nk pass ? ? ? ?

Company Idah to Orange Coach at Arab Street there coz she wanna booked a ticket from KL to SIN. Once we done wif that, we went for our lunch at Hajah Maimunah around there also.. After we decided to play bowling at Marina Square since both of us dun wan to go back home so early.. Just one round den go arcade for car racing lor.. cm biasa juga. Klau dgn Ida go arcade mesti main car racing..

Miz Ida and Miz Deela J

Posing before race :)

24th May 2010

2010-05-25T21:22:00.000-07:00

I almost spend my day at bedok reservoir crying and think wat had happened
on the 23/5/10..

Pagi2 lagi deela dah keluar uma. Jam 4.30am, keluar uma dan gi kemana saja Jacky nk bawa deela. Im totally down wif dad on the 23/5/10, so i decided to not stay at home since he at home. Itz my 2nd off day, but i still wear my uniform so tat they tot im going off to werk. Padahal2.. Look here, my parents wun know wen is my off day, wat tyme usually i start my werk, wat tyme i end my shift. Itz not tat i dun wan to tell them cz they dun other abt me so wat for i tell them abt my werk???

Jacky bring me around the world. Just ride on it and went to ECP, bedok reservoir, west area and lastly Changi airport. Fetched Ida den we to Arnold to eat. Since last nite i didn't eat anyting.

23rd May 2010

2010-05-25T20:59:00.000-07:00

On the 23/5/10 is my off day. Plan to go out wif little brother after 1pm but then sister saying she also wanna go out So we go out together wif car since sis already pass her car license. Wat can i sae, sister punye cornering so SERAM ok. Scared gegerl !

We went Parkway den bedok rounding-rounding around east area den went back home before 7pm. Once we reached home, i took a bath and do prayers together.

This is the part i was really down n upset wif... Selepas sholat, nak salam tangan dad. Tibe2 dad marah and pekik2 at me. Cant sae it out here as wat i can sae, i feel down and sad wif my dad. Once he done wif the scolding, he told me not to talk to hym within this 2 weeks. Dengan pantas kilat, just went to my room n locked my door crying..

Da lah i dun wan to tok abt it anymore.. ARH!

This is wat i do went i locked myself inside my room..

Breakfast wif Adeq Manis :)

2010-05-07T17:59:00.000-07:00

Adeq Manis

Todae had breakfast wif Miz ida a.k.a Adeq Manis at Tampines. She finished werk at 10.30am so i fetched her from the airport den went to Century Square for our breakfast.. Actually our plan is just to have our breakfast den go back home but then itz too early so plan to watch movie but den tk jadi so we play Arcade and play racing car. Adeq manis, i win!!! You lose ok... Nearly 2pm we went back home. She took Mrt home..

Once i reached home, i received missed call from her den i called her back ask wats wrong lah. Member minta amik die kat Eunos coz MRT for both side rosak.. Aru nk rehat da kena kluar alik..but itz ok lah.. Reached je MRT Eunos, she told me tat she is the last one kluar from the train coz she was sleeping and bile buka mata only left her..i was laughing non-stop kz..

itz took only 3omins for me to send her home..from eunos to Jurong west central... Rest 4 awhile and have a drink first at her place den make a move to Ubi..

ok lah tats all...nk rest jap...

No OT!!!!!!

2010-05-06T21:40:00.000-07:00

Guess wat?? Todae i go back on time like sey at 2pm dot. Itz miracle sey.. By rite i have to do ot but my deployment didn't stated any OT and tatz mean I HAVE NO OT!! Yeah :)

Wen back at 2pm is too early for me to be at home. So i waited for Miz idah coz she going back at 2.30pm den we decided to go Grandlink to have sing song sessions..hehe! Itz been so long we never there and since both of us so bored so we go lor.. We spend 2 hrs there and den wen back home.. Drop her at Aljunied MRT den i went back home from there..

Full Strength todae :)

2010-05-01T23:20:00.000-07:00

Actually today decided to take MC and even dah plan wif Kak Yatie but yesterday after werk, go back home straight..terus tidur after eat medicine. 3.30am, mcm biasa Miz ida will wake me up den go to werk. So NO MC for me lor.. Have to go werk although im weak..

Todae werk all the way till ntye coz Kak yatie MC and no one control flights in the afternoon.. They ask me to standby after doing DIC JQ110. Standby punye standby end up sampai last flight.. Mangkuk betul!!!

I was totallt sick but i still werk so salah sendiri lor.. Sekarang je badan dah panas. I guess tmrw im goin to rest the whole day.. So dun disturb Miz Deela J kz..

Take care!

Hate my Deployment...

2010-04-25T21:21:00.000-07:00

Todae my deployment like SUCKS! I have to do C/Dic 3k673, C/Dic 3k515, Ga827, Ga841.. I hate doing GA flts kz!! My Pen flt delayed 15 minutes so i guess i have the chances not to do ga 827 coz wat.. if pen flt delayed, cfm bkk flt also will be delayed 15 minutes mah. Ga827 gate opened 11.20am so dun expect me to go to the gate ok..

As for Ga841, deela tukar dgn one of my team member to do the gate and i take her deploymeny by doing Ek 432. While almost finishing doing Ek, my twinnie called me up n sae, 'hey ungu dah nk masuk transit nie.. CEPAT!!!' so itld the dic to release me early la den i go met twin at staff entrance.. We followed Pasha sampai kat ATM machine coz he sae, 'tgu sebentar ya aku mau widrawal duit baru amik foto ya'.. So we wait for hym lor.. And here we go..

Pasha nga simpan duit die..hehe!

Twinnie, Pasha and Miz Deela J

p.s. Pasha sae to me, ' kamu yg amik foto dgn aku kemarin ya?' and he shake my hand :)

Foto wif Pasha Ungu..

2010-04-23T21:10:00.000-07:00

Pasha Ungu and Miz Deela J

On the 22nd April 2010, Ungu came down to Spore by GA824 and itz landed at 11.35am. During tat time, i was doing my gate BKK and my flt depart at 11.10am. Actually i dun feel like goin to meet Ungu coz later people sae wat la plak kan.. but Miz Ida dah ajak den i just follow je lor. We waited outside the gate where kumpulan Ungu arrived. Once we saw them, we just took the fotoz and guess wat?? Pasha is so handsem in real life kz.. haha! We escort them till arrival hall where outside was SO KECOH wif peminat Ungu yg nga tunggu. OMG!

Wif the Guitarist...

JQ ! ! !

2010-04-20T22:43:00.000-07:00

Since i returned from Jakarta, OT start again non-stop. 1st day werking back, doing gate alone kz wif NO STAFF! Thanks ehk.. Almost everyday, my deployment will be the same.. Dic 3k673, EK gate, Dic 3k 515 den OT..

For the past fews day, my OT is doing JQ flight. After so long i never done JQ, i almost forget and im very slow wif it.. Haha! But i try my best not to forget everything lor but i hate to JQ! ARH!

2mrw, they ask me to call back to werk. Werk just 5 hours den i sae ok since itz my REST day. So i agree wif it wif just doing 2 deployment je, EK gate and DIC 3k515 den go back.. ok lah i guess tats all for todae.. cya!

Finally Home..

2010-04-15T00:15:00.000-07:00

Finally home after 5 day 4 nights to Jakarta. My life was great went i was there.. Met my grandparents, cousins, uncles and aunties but feel abit sad coz i dun get to meet my very close cousin, Ifsa. She was at Bandung but we still tok on the fone althought we dun get to meet. We always togehter since young. And went i return kampung, she will always bring me to eat Nasi Padang. Memories :)

Great experience there but always sick. Two days nose keep bleeding non-stop but thanked god itz fine after rest..

Now back home to Spore!!! One day rest then the next day back to werk.. Haish! Can i dun werk but salaries still go?? Haha!

Going off to Jakarta

2010-04-10T21:14:00.000-07:00

Woke up early in the morning and get ready to leave to the Changi Airport. Not to werk but im going off to Jakarta.

Once i reached there, went for breakfast @ Macdonald den check-in. My flt will be departing at 10.45 by rite but....itz delay kz coz the tracffic is heavy. Tat was wat the CAPTAIN told us lor..
Reaching Jakarta at 1pm local tyme... My aunts fetched me and we proceed to her house first den to hotel. I told them tat m going to stay at hotel for this 5 days 4 nites.. And they told me, "loh deela enggak takut sorg2 di sana??" den i sae No dun worie lor..

Nearly a day kat situ den i decided to make a move first lor.. Aunt send me over to hotel and help me settle wif everything.. ok lah i guess tats all for todae..will updating again kz..

Out wif twinnie

2010-04-07T01:22:00.000-07:00

Yesterdae after werk me and miz ida went to Cash Studio @ simpang bedok. Twinnie, Nurul and her bf plan it. They decided to go out together but the plan tk jadi coz kak yati tk jadi ikut. So we go cash studio only lor.. By rite, i have no mood to follow but org da ajak so tk baik batalkan..hmmm!

Meet up around 4pm but end up they are late so me n miz ida proceed first to the cash studio since we already booked it at 4pm exact. We sang till 8pm by rite itz only till 7pm but we received additional 1 hour extra. Once we done wif it, me n miz ida went back home. We didn't join them for dinner coz miz ida have to go back.. Send her up at Tanah Merah MRT den i proceed to ECP alone coz i dun feel like going back.. Spend almost 2hours there den i decided to go back home..

Once i reached home, my family already fall asleep.. Wen i walked tru kitchen, i saw rice and a few dish for me.. Mum heated up for me and for me to eat. Thanks appreciate it alots but im still hurt.. Washed up den eat the meal and went to sleep..

Mum, terima kasih kerana panaskan lauk utk deela tapi ma...deela masih kecil hati dgn mama dan abah...Terima kasih sekai lagi..

feeling down...

2010-04-05T19:15:00.000-07:00

Me and Miz ida wen to Seoul Garden rite after werk.. During werk, i try to cheer up myself although inside i kip thinking abt my problem..We had our meal there almost 1hour there den we went window shopping and then went back home.. Miz ida went back home but me, NO! I wun go back home straight...

I really dunnoe whether im doing the rite things or not by ignoring my parents and family after wat had happened.. Im hurt and itz like im not their daughter or sisters to my siblings.. Haish!

Im your daughter tat always care for u wen u're sick or alone.. Im your daughter tat take care of you wen ur other daughters or sons not at home.. Where are they went u're sick?? Where are they wen u need them? Where???

Dun u noe, i always pray for u before i wen to sleep? Even cried everytime i prayed for u.. U wun noe coz u always busy wif ur other daughters and sons.. Dun u noe wat im doing behind the door of my room? Hurt myself and cried all alone inside the room.. U wun noe mum, dad.. All u noe is care abt ur other children not me.. I noe i cant make u proud of me coz of studies...

Mum, dad..just dun regret if im gone in ur life...wat i sae, i mean it..

Dun feel like going

2010-04-04T18:30:00.000-07:00

Was at home since morning.. Decided not to go out although i plan to go Tampines to buy sumting there. Staying at home, surf the net, watch TV and etc.. Do some house werk too but itz still bored lor at home..

Dad.. why cant u understand and believe me? Am i too different from the other sons and daughters of urs? Why so difficult to let me go alone? Why dun u trust me? But why u let ur son and other daughter go any where they want but why not me? I just ask a permission from u, dad whether can i go BALI wif my fwenz on the late July.. But u got mad wen i ask a permission from u.. Why dad? I tot u will let me go.. I tot u're by my side but now why dad?? I did ask u before and u told itz ok to go since i've already settle everything tat i own u but now u wun let me go.. Wats the reason dad??

Mum, u just remain silence wen i ask dad for the permission. If my sisters and brother go back home late or etc, u will fight for them but why not me? Did i go back home late everyday? Did i go out without informing u? No! Where im going, whether i go back home late, i will always informed you cz i dun wan u to worie abt me. But wen itz cum to my brother and sister, u will hide it from dad and even help them.. They going out with their love ones and dad not aware abt tat but u told dad they going out wif fwenz.. They going back home late, u dun scold them but me?? U scold em for nutink..

Mum and dad, thanks arh for everything... i guess u love them more den u love me.. dun regret if one day im not cuming home... I feel like cancelling my trip to jakarta.. Dun ask me why and hope u noe it mum, dad.. Thanks!

Lunch at Bedok Corner

2010-04-03T17:11:00.000-07:00

Today both of us end shift at 3pm. Last flight Garuda lor..
As pernormal, before we went home, we surely will go eat first..
Biasa lah during werk, mane ade tyme nk mkn segala..
So we decided to go Bedok Corner to have our meal there..

Before we left airport, the whether seems to be dark n was worie if itz rain..
We still proceed slowly and sampai juga tempat nye :)
Went home before 6pm..

Miz ida, thanks for being my fren all this while.. Itz great to know u n ur family.. During the first time i know u.. Yes, i dun really know u tat well and dun even dare to talk to u or look at u but now.. Look, we more closer and even like sisters.. Thanks ida! Adeq manis and kakak cute ehk? haha! Miz Ida, ignore wat people sae during werks cz they got nutink better to sae wen they are free.. Will always take care of like a sister n frenz...

Teman Miz Ida

2010-04-02T20:09:00.000-07:00

Today, werk till 3.30pm. Last flight was EK 432 and Miz ida was doing IX counter at terminal 2. Also end around tat tyme. We decided to wait each other cz already plan up tat, todae no matter wat..we have to buy our NIKE slippars..

We make our way to Kallang Sportlinks to look for it and itz like at last we found it! After so many shops we survey since last two months cz of the sizes and at last we found it and we bought it..hehe! Kaki si ida nie la so kecik sampai merata cari size utk die.. Aiyoo!

She bought the pink wif the base grey while i bought the red one and the base is black.. Once we done wif it, we went to have our meals at Pastamania.. Den we went back home. Drop off miz ida at Lavendar MRT cz she dun me to send her home around this hour (6 plus).

Ok lah im supudupa tired wif werk and i guess, i really nid a holiday for myself. 6 more days to go to Jakarta!

U Gone for nutink

2010-03-30T05:14:00.000-07:00

You gone for nutink.. You did ask me to online every nyte but u're not there..
Excuses was giving by u always is BUSY! Itz been almost a month u gone missing without telling me whr u're going.. Dun u know i miss you??

Oh god! Busy busy busy non-stop. OT OT OT non-stop! Tired u know.. Now miz ida is werking at 4.30am wif me but too bad she only end shift at 10.30am. So itz mean, dun get to hang ard wif her anymore lor.. Wat i mean is, usually after werk, we will go for lunch, go window shopping, karoeke n etc...So now jarang lor we go out together...haish!

ok lah no mood to update actually..pape wll update wen im free.. TC!

Leave approved!!!!!

2010-03-26T05:20:00.000-07:00

Leave as been approved. Yes! I can go back to Jakarta for almost 1 week ok. I wil be going from 10 Apr till 14 Apr. At first my leave on the 12 apr and 14 apr is not approved. Went to appeal it and not successful. So i chase the person incharge for it sampai lah yesterdae, i went to his office and tok abt my leave. Mr Wu for so busy and i keep irritates hym lor. While he was toking on the fone, i keep toking non-stop to hym and lastly he agree without asking me anything n just sign my appeal. Haha! And yes i got it! YEAH!

After everything settle, went for lunch wif Miz ida before we make our way to Allysia Kecik's house. We had our lunch at terminal 2 Macdonald. It was a heavy rain and i kip wondering should i left my bike den take the train to Kecik's house or not lor..hmmm! End up we ride slowly lor.

Its a long journey kz but Alhamdulilah kite tk sesat. We spend some tyme there cz long tyme never meet Kecik. We tok and tok and listen to her mum story and etc.. Itz fun lor to spend tyme at her house.. Should cum down more often.. haha! Actually our intention is to meet the uncle who repair my laptop en i gave suggestion to Miz ida, 'ida, ape kate we go uma kecik while waiting for dat pakcik abis kerja?'. Miz ida pun agree. Tu lah citenye :)

Went home nearly 8pm. Send Miz ida home first den i make my way home. Sampai uma dlm kul 9pm. Wash up den go to sleep..

ok lah...take care!

Get well soon mum..

2010-03-23T01:57:00.000-07:00

For the past few days, mum is not feeling well. Totally worie abt her. Cant even give 100% at werk cz i kip worie abt mum.

Lately i was totally tired.. After werk, must have to werk again till nite den go to sleep. 3.30am wake up den go to werk. The routine is the same.. Haish!

mum, plz get well soon..

Netball !!!!!

2010-03-12T22:23:00.000-08:00

Sok ade netball tournament kat kallang. Yeah! Cant wait for the day. By rite both my parents wun allow me to play since im still SICK. I told them, 'sok, if angah bgn tkd demam, angah leh gi netball kz?' and my dad agree wif it.. Yes arh! Deela make sure mlm nti telan panadol and mkn ubat so sok leh main netball :)

Malam, there's a group making alot of noise outside my house. At my house only have, my parents and my youngest siblings was asleep so left me n mum watching tv. Mum asked me to take a look outside wat was happening lah coz itz became louder and louder.. So i take a look at the blk dgn pantas kilat tangan kena tarik dgn seseorg yg tk kenal and gave me a punch to my eyes and warned me to warn FAZLY to settle his debt asap if not..... Aduh! my spec sampai pecah segala...perangai arh org2 nie semua.. If my twin brother at home, cfm kena belasah budak2 tu semua. F**K sey..

Masuk rumah, kip covering my eyes and went to my room. Itz bleeding kz. Ignore the injury.. Ok lah, deela nk tidur dulu nga tahan sakit nie..

To fazly, plz lah faz..ape masalah faz nie sampai dorg turun uma deela. Faz hutang dgn dorg kape????

Ouch!!!

2010-03-11T16:01:00.000-08:00

I was on Mc for 2 days. Down wif fever, flu and bad cough. Abit frustrated wif company clinic sey.. Mcm siak arh!

Last tuesday, by rite i dun wan cum to werk coz havinf bad flu but i have no choice, i have to turn up to werk. So i did cum as pernormal dgn muke yg pucat. After werk den i plan to see doctor. miz ida company me to T3 raffles clinic. We went there coz kat sane kite hanya byr for $5 je for staff..The rest company bayarkan.

Got one this fucking Doctor was so old and mcm tkde confident gitu. He checked me pun mengigil2 gitu. Die dah check2 den he sae im ok no need MC and sae to me tat i can werk mcm biasa. Die bodoh peh..Org nga demam ni even Miz ida pun told me i looked pale.. Mcm siak betul sey.. Make a payment n took the medicine den leave..

We took a taxi home since i cant ride coz kepala pening sey. Takut pape berlaku nti..so itz better to take taxi :)

Once i reached home, i take a nap coz cannot carry anymore.. and wen i woke up, my body was hot n i took a temp n itz 41 kz. My dad brought me to Changi hospital clinic for check-up..Doc gave me 2 days MC and asked me to rest more..Kat dlm kereta, dad bising2 and kip scolding the company clinic..haha1 very the funny sey.. company clinic mmg bodoh nk mampoz.. :)

2 dyas MC cant go out from house and cfm im gonna feel bored at home..haish!

Bingit arh!

2010-03-07T19:34:00.000-08:00

Sowie for not updating my blog..

Busy always n i dun even have tyme to spend wif my family member. Werking early in morning is better den werking in the afternoon shift but morning shift like SHIT! Too many deployments have to do. Always OT rite after werk. Tk nk OT pun kena ot..

Toking abt morning shift, handling LOCAL pax is like F**k. Irritating mother fucker betul. Bingit xiia. Dah lah travel budjet airline abih demanding lebih.. bodoh arh pax nie semua. Tk nk flight to delay tapi dtg gate lambat. EEEEE!!!!! Geram xiia...

Lastly, my leave this cuming April is not approved ! ! ! ! ! ! I dun care im goin to appeal it and if they still dun approved it, im going to take MC for one week. I DUN GIVE IT A DAMN...

Down wif TWO !!!!!!!

2010-02-24T23:38:00.000-08:00

Sowie for not updating my blog recently or lately due to over werk at the airport and plus resting at home after fall down from bike. Injurd my right knee badly.

Usually rite after werk, i dun go back home straight. Always went back home, going out and hang arounds wif fwens. Normally will hang around wif miz idah coz she also dun seem to go back home early.

Everyday start werk at 4.30am till 2pm but then ot till 4.30pm. Everyday the same no different. CIAS is popular wif OT. OT non-stop for me.. Request no OT also no use they wun listen. Haish!

Last Mondae, after werk..lepakz kat uma aida till 7.30pm den send miz idah home. Went i was otw home, i met wif a small accident. I fall off from bike due to the road so slippery. Maybe i was too tired and i dun really give 100% attention wen i was riding. Kan dah kena!! Injurd my right knee badly coz lutut hentak kuat bile jatuh.. late at nite, i cant sleep coz my knee giving me a problem and it cant move so my dad decided to bring me to the hospital early in the morning(next day).

Go for x-ray and fri den will get the result....

09 feb 2010

2010-02-09T22:20:00.000-08:00

I was late to werk todae. Luckily wen i reached the central, theres no one. Fuh! If not confirm kena scolded lor.

Todae after werk, going out wif Noraida n Miz ida to watch SANTAU at TM GV. Actually we plan to go at 2.45 but i scared theres no much time so we decided to watch at 5.15pm. I forgot to bring my extra clothes. Kerana lambat tadi, semua barang lupa. To make it short, me n miz ida went Aida's house since we are too early. Parked my bike at her block den we took bus to interchange lor.

We went to have our lunch first at Pizza Hut den we procceed.

Cite punye la seram gile sampai i close my ear till the end of the show. Aida was seating in the middle abis la die jadi mangsa deela n miz ida. Haha! Funny sey sampai terpekik-pekik pun ade. Aiyoo!

ok la nk tido ni..sok kerja pagi lagi.

29012010 :)

2010-01-29T22:37:00.000-08:00

After werk we plan to have our meal together since both of us havin eaten. Ida was suggested to go Jalan Kayu, Bedok Corner or ECP Lagoon and at last we went to ECP Lagoon to have our meal there.

Straight after werk we went there and i was totally forget the road to East Coast from Airport. Terjalan road ke Changi Beach. Ida kip saying to me itz the wrong road but still Degil juga but end up main a U turn back and go to the correct way.. Haha! Sowie Ida :)

We order 20 stick of Satay. MMMMM! Roti John Chicken with Cheese. Awesome! Drinks wif Milo Dinosaur (ida punye) and coke (mine). Guess wat? Ade hati nk order ikan bakar but to bad we dun order it takut tk abis makan. Haha!

Once we done wif it, we made our way to bedok Jetty to hang around there since tis Adeq manis wanna go there.. We spend our time there almost till 6pm den we went back home..

Miz Ida and Miz Deela J

Itz me, Deela J

Us again. Going back home..

Deela J

Ida aka Adeq Manis

Peace out!

Tatz her, Miz Ida

Im keeping it to myself

2010-01-23T04:38:00.000-08:00

I guess im keeping it to myself as im not ready to let it out to neither my fwenz nor my parents. Haish!

Dad, do u still remembered tat i told u tat i will make u proud of me? Be a good daughter to u and mum? To be a good sister to my youngest siblings?

Dad, one of ur daughter is gonna be a policewoman soon on the June. On of ur son is still under going of being a policeman. Ur youngest daughter, is waiting for her results to JC or POLY and intend to be Inspector wen grows up. Ur another son, gonna seat for his Arabic O level tis year n also planning wanna be part of the POLICE uniform too. And me? Non of it.

Dad, im not really into police type. I cant be like ur others children. But one thing, i will make u proud of me one day dad. I promise you. Im the one tat will take care of u n mum in future. Dad, i noe u understand me n always care for me. Tats why i really close to u but dad, im sorie if i let u down..im sorie dad!

i do love you dad!

Gonna take 1 week rest..

2010-01-22T04:41:00.000-08:00

I did apply 1 week leave on the March and hoping tat my leave gets approve by them. Being werking airport i never taking leave before even no MC so plan to take it for me to rest.. Tired kz werking der but have to bare wif it.. deela strong!

If itz approve, gonna going to Jakarta since last December i never followed my family since im busy werking so March ni im going to go there for a visit i guess :)

Am i a good daughter to my parents? I guess im not. Do i make them proud? I guess No! Ape yg deela nga fikirkan selama ini? Haiz!

New roaster again

2010-01-20T20:51:00.000-08:00

Hello readers,

Last mondae, i received new roaster. I will be werking morning shifts till March. Yeah! Coz tat was wat i want it..Werking morning den after werk can go out.. Werking at 4.30am till 2pm..the leceh part is, I have to wake up early in the morning and i cant sleep till late nite.. Late mum will ask me to go and sleep.. Haish!

lets tok abt someone at i get to know recently..

Kinda miss hym coz i dun get to see hym at werk. He werking afternoon shift and im werking morning shift. Dun get to hym, dun get to his smile and gonna miss toking wif hym..Honestly speaking, im still 50-50 abt hym. I know i have to give every guy a chance to get to know me but itz difficult for me after a break-up wif a guy. Itz like difficult nk trust dorg2 nie smua.. Hmm! I guess, me and hym will be frenz first kz.. I miss you!

Ok lah, now at home im so bored n no mood. My parents wif my younger sister went to KL tis morning and will be back tmrw nite..So i have to look after my younger brother coz my sis kat dlm camp while my bro is werking dari pagi sampai mlm. Werking office hours den he went to part-time job kat katong..

Till now i kip thinking abt sumting and im so scared to let it out...

Damn shit!

2010-01-10T11:27:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, i just got my new roster. My roster will be permanent for 3 months and guess wat? All the way afternoon shift ok and i hate it.. Cant hang out after werk. Usually if werk morning shift, i still can hang out wif my fwens. Since now will werking afternoon shift, i dun get to see Miz Ida and i cant hang out wif her. Haish!

Yesterday at werk, my body kip shivering non-stop. Macam nak sakit pun ade sey. While seating at the counter, i felt so cold and i told my officer tat i wanna take a rest first before i went to the gate. I guess im goin to fall sick..

Reached home 1.25am due to my flt delay till 12.45. Intend to go back home early since my body kip shivering. Sampai uma je, terus tidur coz i cant take it anymore. Sekejap2 bangun sebab tk leh tidur dgn aman. Badan terlalu panas sey.. I hope im getting well the next day..

Brand new life now..

2010-01-05T19:13:00.000-08:00

Now is 2010 so itz mean a new chapter of the year.. Lets recalled abit abt 2009 kz..

In the month of Jan 09, i was werk as a Floor Manager at SPST Macdonal. After 2 years plus werking as a Crew Leader den got promoted. It was tiring actually werking there. Nid to handle staff, handling cash n staff schdule every weeks. Haish!

Month of August 09, got a job at the airport. Mis idah recommended me there. Was so lucky to get the job coz i really wanna werk wif miz idah. Cool rite? And at last got the job. Ever since i werk at the airport, my fwenship wif miz idah getting more closer den we use to be.. Thanks ida!

Month of October 09, I got a new baby Jack(x1r). Thanks to dad for bought me tat bike as a gift for my bdae present.. So hapie and im o lucky to have u dad.. Thank you!

Miz Idah & Miz Deela

Our singing sessions at K-box.

Ever since i get to noe this girl(above), we became normal fwen. At first i tot itz gone be a normal fwen tat touch n go but its not.. We getting closer since we werk to together an chill out together.. N even accident together in the month of November..

Month of December, nutink much to sae. As wat i know, this month is my very very busy month. Tat i nid to werk like hell wif the werking shift due to alotz of staff going holiday, leave lah and even staff take MC lah..

Aitez, i guess tatz all for the year of 2009 an i hope going to achieve sumting new in my life for 2010..do pray for me kz to get a better life and get my diploma soon..

Lama kape tk update

2009-12-25T09:54:00.000-08:00

Sowie for not updating for so long. As normal, busy wif werk and some stuffs. Kip thinking wen it gonna be end.. I always told myself, 'deela, since u have start it, dun ever try to give up'

Ok, ever since i start werk @ Changi Airport, dun really spend my time wif my family and fwenz. always busy wif the shift tat was given to me. Being werking for almost 5 months and my bond goin to end mid february so itz mean i wun be worie anymore abt the bonding..

This few days, i feel sad wif two my team-mates kena TERMINATED by the big boss due to sum reason but the reason tat they gave them was SO BEDEK sey.. Tak maksud akal gitu lah.. Haish! Feel sad for them as we already like a family sey n plus we are same team. TEAM JQ! And i heard, they going to terminated 2 more from my team. Like WTF is he doing. Cum on lah, Jq team is getting more lesser and lesser sey.. Klau smua gi, tk kan lah tinggal deela seorg. Aduh!

Abit frustrated wif lately deployment.. Kip changing last minutes deployment without informing us wat to do..I hate changes in deployment ok.. Sejak kerja petang nie, asyik kena Ot sampai kul 1am..Tk mcm perangai dorg nie..asyik2 OT. Dah lah masuk kerja kul 1pm, abih alik kul 1am..Betul punye kelakar lah diaorg nie satu2..

Ok lah..already done wif it.. oh ya! Btw, i already change my mobile phone number.. So for those dun have my number, do let me know ok..

I HATE IT!

2009-12-12T18:59:00.000-08:00

Sowie for not updating the blog for so long.. Busy all the long.. :)

I hate werking morning shift. Its not tat i hate morning shift, itz just tat i hate the OT!!!!Everytime werk early in the morning at 4.30am MUST2 have OT. Hate it ok. Look, morning shift best coz after can go out wif fwens and etc but ever since have OT, i dun have time to spend wif fwens and etc.. OT2 je. Bodoh punye CIAS...hmm!

I really tot of werking part time wen my off day coz everytime i OFF day, i got nutink to do at home. So itz better for me to werk and earn extra saving rite? hmm! I did asked Miz Idah opinion and she wun allow me coz im gonna be so tired later. Mum also sae to me like tat. Haish!

To the IDIOTZ, perangai jgn mcm budak kecik leh tk? Ganggu hidup aku tk sudah2. Pasal kauorang semua, hidup aku tak aman. Aku ade uat hal dgn kau peh sampai kau nk cari dan ikut kemana aku gi? So childish xiia.. Grow up arh girls... Tk peace xiia.. Lagi skali kau ganggu aku, aku akan buat sesuatu yg kauorang tk suka.. FAHAM?????

Im sick!

2009-11-23T21:17:00.000-08:00

Being sick for the past 3 days.. Down wif fever and flu.. Still cum to werk coz i dun wan to take MC since im still ok. Kasi MC punbukan ade gaji so better cum to werk rite..

Keep doing OT till late nite.. 1.30 start werk end at 11pm den OT till 1am.. and keep repeating the same thing the next day.. WOW! Penat kape.. but itz ok.. Selagi leh tahan, buat je OT tu if not kena uat report...aiyoo!

This cuming wednesday, gonna company Nurul utk keluarkan motor die. She will meet me at airport coz im werking morning shift den company her. Maybe after gonna meet Miz Idah n Kecik to watch movie..Ntah still on ke tk lor..

ok lah.im tired...nk tidur nie...take care!

Planning sumting for next year...

2009-11-20T19:06:00.000-08:00

Sowie for not updating lately.. Was busy wif work n some stuff.

1) I feel like i was left out wif my family. Ever since i work full time job at the Airport, mum treat me different from the other siblings. Itz like, wen im at home, mum usually dun tok to me. I dunnoe why.. Dats why i feel like i was left out but lucky i have my bike dat can bring where i wanna go...

2) I really miss sumone. My only guy closefren, mr sufie! Da lama die kat PERTH uruskan hal sekolah adiknye. Hmm...im so bored wen u're not here. How i wanna share my problem wif u my dear? Coz u're not here wif me.. Plz cum back my dear...i miss u so much babyboi..

3) Next year, planning wif Nurul to go for holiday after a few month working so we decided to go for holiday. Maybe going to Perth or Sydney. And i really dad gonna allow me.. I asked miz idah to join me n nurul. Gonna apply leave soon... Hope itz approve!

4) 2 Dec, gonna have pinic at east coast wif fwenz to release our mind n have fun there.. Gonna bring miz ida along since my fwens also asked her to go..so make sure she follow us and i will take care of her..

ok lah..datz it for todae....

Met wif accident

2009-11-05T22:41:00.000-08:00

Todae, im goin back wif miz idah. I end at 12.30pm n i waited like 2hours coz she end at 2.30pm. So i waited her till i fall asleep at the locker room.

After we done, we went to Simei coz miz idah wanna buy sweather for herself. Once we reached there, we went to have our so called LUNCH la at Long John Silver since both of us hungry like hell. Then we procceed to Sportlink to take a look on the sweather. Lawa kape she choose the sweather.. Haish!

Then we make our way home. Im going to miz idah house to help her on wif the flight booking to Penang. Itz was a rainy day actually but went we move off from simei, itz not dat heavy so we ride slowly all the way la den suddenly it became more n more heavy. Tot of stop for awhile. While riding, SBS bus infront of me emergency break den i also break den it skit to the right and both of us fall from the bike.. teruk ok kite kena. Motor hempak kite but lucky tk lah teruk sgt. Cuma lebam2 di bahagian kaki, i hurt my right shoulder n siku calar. While miz ida hurt badly kat siku die. I really feel bad coz im the one hu ride the bike n i even cry wen i take a look at miz idah, hand. Park my bike at kallang den we took cab to jurong west. Met ida's mother and after prayer, her mum ajak mkn sama2 dgn their family kat jurong point. From jurong point, Faiz fetched me den went to take my bike.

ok2 tats all i can share wif u guyz...take care!

Rest day..

2009-11-04T07:18:00.000-08:00

Todae itz my REST day. Staying at home wif mum n sistaz. Abit bored at home.. Rasa mcm penjara gitu tk buat pape. Yelah sejak kerja kat airport nie, asyik sibuk je den bile duduk kat uma, rase bosan mcm nk kerja pun ade. Haha!

My 2 re-take papers is just around the corner. Itz like 5 to 6 more dayz for the exam n i have not touch my books to do some revisions. OMG! Da lama tk sentuh buku dan selalu sibuk dgn kerja itu yg buat deela mcm malas nk belajar. But i told myself not to give up easily although itz hard for me to pass this cuming paper but i will try.

Dad, thanks for everything dat u had done for me. U really wan to see me success in studies n everything. U wan me to be like other of ur daughters n sons. Dad, i promise myself dat i will make u proud of me. If i dun make u proud wif my studies but will make u proud of me in other way such as my career. Dad, i know u wan all of us to continue studies no matter wat. Coz u wan to see all of us success n make u proud. Thanks dad!

Mondae blues . . . . .

2009-11-02T22:25:00.000-08:00

Lets start my day today ok?

Since yesterday i was late to werk, todae woke up early in the morning at 2.45am. Still sleepy but i have to cz if im not wake up, im gonna be late again n i did promise myself not to happen again ok. Abit early todae reached werk at 4.15am. Sempat take a nap at the locker room while waiting for the counter to be opened. Was abt to take a nap, my supervisor call up n asked me to go central to look at my deployment again. DIC FOR BOTH FLIGHT AGAIN ! ! ! Haiyah! Actually im stress wif the rumours at werk n abt sum stuff dat happened wif my team. haish!

To cut it short..after werk for assigned to do OT till 3pm. This time i do my OT cz last saturday i run away for doing OT. Haha! Miz ida waited for me at the locker room n we went back home todae. Actually we got no plan so i did asked Miz ida whether she wanna go any where tk but she NO so i plan up why dun we go to cash studio. She agree wif it n even sae, 'ok kite go cash studio. Deela byr cash studio, ida byr utk mkn ok' den we procceed it after the rain had stop. We had 3 hours singing wif just $27.10 plus the drinks ok.

7.45pm we left the place at simpang bedok. Send Miz ida home by bike. Punye lah sejuk bile nga riding sebab hujan punye pasal n plus jam so bawa motor steady je.. Steady2 pun sampai Jurong West at 8.20 gitu.. After send Miz ida i went back home n reached home at 9.10 gitu.. Take a shower den update todae entry.

ok lah nk tidur sok 4.30am lagi ni...

Late for werk

2009-11-01T15:11:00.000-08:00

Todae stary werk at 4.30am. I dunnoe how cum i can wake up late todae. Maybe itz cz of the whether. Already locked my alarm at 3am but then i go n switched it off. Haha!

Reached werk at 5.30pm n itz 1 hour ok. Nasib baik tk kena marah cuma penat sikit cz my deployment niari buat org lari2 sey.. Binget skali!

Todae no OT!

ok lah cya...

Mum Bdae and Brother POP day..

2009-10-29T22:48:00.000-07:00

At 10am, went Johor wif parents and sister. Went tp buy some stuffs there, had our lunchn there and fill in oil for our baby blue (kereta). Luck itz jam at the both checkpoint went in and went out.

Keluar woodland checkpoint, gi amik adik kat skola die. Den we went home for awhile to put all the stuff and at 4pm we left house then procceed to Brother's POP day. Actualy brother was there to reserved our seat but then we were late and plus he had to go to standby so we dun get the seat at the front. Haish! Sorie brother. At 5.25, they start the parade and me n the rest of siblings for searching for him anf finally we founf him :)

After Brother POP day, we had our dinner at MADJACK jln kayu there to celebrate mum bdae. Dad belanje mkn kat situ since mum yg nk mkn kat situ. Ok lah, i guess till here.. enjoyz!

Ok tatz all fwenz... :)

Outz wif Miz idah..

2009-10-28T22:27:00.000-07:00

Todae, i werk morning shift at 4.30am till 12.30 actually. And after werk, i already had my plan to go wif Miz idah. Was doing my last flight, central called me up to do last minutes OT n plus my hp batt nk low so how im going to inform Miz idah abt since her sims-card corrupted. Once i done wif the OT, rushed home coz gonna mit Miz idah at 3.30pm at cityhall.

Took my shower and siap cepat2 sey. End up, i took cab to Marina Square since she was there waiting me at Golden Village. We gonna watched DARAH as i know itz already out dated lah since everyboday had watched it. Yelah kite dua nie busy ane ade time nk watch2 nie segala. Hehe! The show was at 4.50pm ans since we were early,we plan to play arcade to play racing car. I HATE YOU IDA ! ! ! Hate her coz selalu menang. Dah menang action lak tu.. haha..

After the show, we went to lau pat sat. Kite punye malas, kite naik taxi gi sane. Padahal kite leh naik mrt gi sane. Haha! Makan satay lah kat sane. Once done, we make our way to MRT and went back home lor..

Ok lah, i guess tatz it for todae kiez.. Cya soon kz :)

Thank you!

2009-10-28T10:32:00.000-07:00

Thank you to those who wish me on my bdae dat fall on 25th october. really appreciate it alotz.

Thanks to my JQ teams tat celebrated my bdae one day before.

They celebrate it at Simpang bedok and we went to Cash Studio at 1.15am.

We were there around 11pm to have our dinner plus supper.

Then we procceed to the cash studio to make an happening day for me.

Thanks fwenz..

As for on the day itself of my Bdae, bro bring me to Bikes shop and asked me to take a look.

While i was looking at the bike, bro was toking to the shop owner.

Ntah psl ape lah.

At nite, dad told me tat, i will get my bdae gift lately by 27th October.

I was wondering n kip thinking abt it..

And....

On the 27th October, dad bring me there again n guess wat???

New baby was born ! ! ! ! ! !

A new x1r was me...Yeah!

Thanks dad n bro was the supudupa gift..

Thank you so much.. :)

Sorry for not updatez..

2009-10-02T18:37:00.000-07:00

It been so long i never i update my blog.. Being busy lately wif my new job @ Changi airport. Always werk afternoon shift cz the flight tat i handle selalunya petang.. Maybe next week, i have to werk morning shift lak. Start shift @ 4.30 in the morning.. Gile peh..aduh! Ok lah i guess tatz all abt my life in werk..

Now my normal life..

Life so complicated now..after wat had happened in my life.. Now, it hard for me to trust guyz anymore.. I HATE LIARS AND NOT HONEST TO ME ! ! ! ! !

You're are JERKs! Kau fikir kau muka kau tu ade rupe peh nka step nae punye playboy.. I should believe my fwenz more den u.. For now, dun expect me to berbaik2 semula wif guy like u ok..

1st day raya

2009-09-21T21:00:00.000-07:00

Here are some of the pictures tat was took on the first day of raya 20/9/09..

Family photo

Abah, mama, Achick, izzul and Kakak

Us..

The twins.. Faiz J & DeeLa J

My Siblings photo

The Youngest and the oldest

Achik, me, Izzul

Wen out wif family...

2009-09-13T04:28:00.000-07:00

Todae is so call my rest day. Woke up late todae as yesterdae i reached home 11.45pm. End my shift at 10.3opm. Ride bike home and i ride supudupa slow n even close my eyes.. OMG! Wat are u doing fadilah..k2 stop it. Tired and sleepy la tu psl bawa motor sampai tertutup mata.

At 5.30pm, went out wif mum and sista to Tampines shopping mall to find my bloody werk shoe n some clothes. And we break-fast at Century Square there. Once everything done, my bro, fetched us up n we went back home. While resting at my room, dad called to inform tat we wil be going johor n i ask hym, 'Abah tk penat ke? Kan dari kerja?' den he reply me, 'abah nk mkn ikan bakar, tom yam n etc.'

So i told my mum abt it and we leave at 12am. Yeah! Sahur kat johor..Me, my two brothers n my parents while my two sisters tk ikut..

Reached home nearly 4am... ok la i guess i stop here..nk tidur..

Last day training...

2009-09-09T21:07:00.000-07:00

Today is our last day of training n itz mean our graduation day. Yeah!

Today, we had our last test under CKA check-in system. Half of ur will be in the morning while the rest will be in the afternoon. To those tat do the test in the afternoon, had to be on ground first @ 9am. I did my test in the morning n report to Ms Abidah @ 9am. End up we start our @ 10.3oam cz we not ready yet.

Once we done the test, we suppose to report to Mr Wu at T1 but we cancel it off cz we end the test late. So after everythung settle, we went back home. And todae, i didnt ride my bike cz my dad ride it to werk so i took the public transport lor. So the leceh n malas..haha!

This is picture we took a day before (080909)....

B906

Since 17/08/09

Friday!!!!

2009-09-04T23:02:00.000-07:00

Todae my training stop @ 1pm. Ms Abidah released us early becuase we gonna make our Airport pass. Yeah! bleh alik cepat dan minta2 tempat tu tk ramai org. I ride my baby pinky to the place n kak balkis as my pillion lor. we reached there first and we did register first too.. A few minutes, the rest of them arrived and the place became so Kecoh.. Was abit disappointed wif the airport pass cz they didn't take the pic so seriously. Semua tk leh terima satu2 punye gambar. Once everything settle, i went back home to take a nap first while later gonna meet Allysia(kecik) and Miz Idah @ cityhall.

@ 4.30pm i woke up but still can golek2 here and there. Tak perasan dah nak dekat kul 5pm, rushed up to the toilet and wash up. OMG! Gonna be late. Mati deela. This is my first time i late to meet my fwens. Selalunye deela akan sampai dulu daripade dorg cz deela tk biasa org tgu me. Wait for the bus than took train @ Aljunied. Janji kul 6pm @ cityhall and i reached there almost 6.30pm lor but itz ok cz Miz Idah pun so called baru sampai juga. Then we make our way to Marina Square punye Swenzens belanje Kecik mkn. Celebrating her bdae in advance that was plan by us, me n Miz idah. We got our seat n we place our order. So we wait sampai dah waktu buke pun our food tk sampai2.

We had a small suprise for kecik. I called up the guy there to bring over the Birthdae Ice-cream of a day and a few minutes later, he arrived wif the ice-cream and together with some of the waiter there too. Ramai2 nyanyi lagu Happy Bdae to kecik. Kecian kecik, she so shy cz she dun expect it to happen..hehe!

Sowie sweetheart..kata nk suprise kan so there it is.. hope eu enjoy and hope eu like the gift from me n miz idah..

Allysia(kecik) with the kaki buli, Miz Idah..

Kecian kecik asyik kena buli dgn si idah jer..

Tatz me, Miz Deela J while waiting for my food..

The Burfdae Ice-cream for kecik.. Suprise!

Kecik wif her burfdae ice-cream..

Ade je tangan yg sibuk tu..

While everything is done, now..Itz to open the present from me and Idah... :))

I guess she was wondering wat is inside or izzit she stress to open it? Hmm!

Oh-oh Kecik! How cum so many wrapper?

And...Suprise!

Guess wallet from me n Idah...

Lastly, Kecik and me...

Training check-in..

2009-09-02T21:17:00.000-07:00

Itz my 2nd day, i training abt how to check-in people. Abit instresting and enjoy doing it. Simple but yet complicated lor. So far i was doing great early in the morning but wen itz cum the day part tat nearly to go back, im the last person to done it. Semua dah leh alik tapi deela kena stay. Wanna know why?

1st, it go smoothly and i always finish it first for all the exercise. But wen the clock click @ 4pm, im ended last cz otak dh jam. Selalu jam n my system asyik log off sendiri. Punye lh binget. Baik2 nk alik siang jadi alik lambat. Alezmak! Hot je tu part.. But overall, it fun to do check-in ni. Yelah fun tapi bile dh kat ground, amik kau..terus tk fun cz kena face muka passenger2 lor.

Everyday after werk, sampai uma je..mandi den tidur jap sampai lh buke. everyday will do the same thing sampai ade satu hari tu, tk buke lh beb. Tidur sampai ke sahur. Kelakar! Bile bgn tu, tk perasan jam kat dinding den went to the kitchen and mengamuk sendiri. Pagi2 dh terjerit2 cari makanan n bingung kenape semua tidur alik. Den my mum sae, 'yg angah tk bgn bile kite kejut utk buke tu kenape..skrg dh nk subuh pun. Semua dh bgn sahur pun.'

Haha! punye lh paisey..cepat2 minum air je lor..ok lah will update again kz..

Jgn ugut aku..

2009-08-29T17:53:00.000-07:00

I tot everything settle down but they still disturbing me. All this while, i tot i was safe but actually is not. Im secure sey if they kip bothering me. Im not in peace sey mcm gini. Hidup ketakutan je.. Bingit tau asyik kena ugut2 je. Ingatkan dah keluar dari tempat itu, hidup akan aman dan tk fikir2 lagi tapi tidak. ARH!

Boy, i nid u rite now. With u around me, i wun be tat scare and always be safe in ur arm. Boy, plz be by my side always cz i really nid u badly. Plz dun let me be alone again. I miss u boy..

Mcm Serba Salah..

2009-08-28T18:44:00.000-07:00

Last wednesday right after werk, i went down to SP Macdonald my previous werk place. I did came down cz my big boss wanna mit me to tok sumting so i agree to mit her. Once i reached the store, she ask me to mit at Delifrance. Atas macdonald je. Sit wif her n tok. she offer me drinks but i told her im fasting. The conference begin wif me 1st.

Me - Can i know why u called me up to cum down here?
Boss - Actually fadilah, i hold on to ur resignation letter an i havent delete off ur name from the system cz i still wan u to werk here although u are part time here.

Me - But i cant cz i did sign the contract over there and i cant easily quit there just cz u wan me to werk at macdonald back.
Boss - I know but we really down ever since u resign. Plz fadilah! U can werk here atleast 2 days a week. Im begging u to cum back. Sum of the crew seems to be so sad to know tat u are leaving them behind especially the youngsters. Plz fadilah!

I was like duh..My brain is blank n dunnoe wat to sae animore. There tears in my eyes n im totally stress wif it. I tot there will be no more after i resign but then..haish!

Me - im sure whether i can come back or not. Look, im leaving not only i have new job but i quit cz im not secure in this store. People kip looking for me for not reason. Make a scene as if im wrong but actually im not. Tats why i discide to leave this store. Just give me sum time to think abt it..

Boss - Sure i will give u time to think but, i and the team of SPST still nid u in this store..

There goes the conversation between me n my previous boss..Now wat im suppose to do pun me tk tahu..Haish!

Airport tour at 1.30pm

2009-08-26T22:15:00.000-07:00

Todae my batch gonna have a tour @ airport roughly after lunch.. I reached HR building nearly 9am. I was scared if im late but actually not me alone yg late. There is 4 of us was supudupa late. Haha! K2, todae training..Kite do sum revision for friday test since we finish our THICK book. All was busy studying so do i den after lunch we will meet up at 1.30 @ T1 Since i ride bike n fasting so i took my own sweet tyme to T1. Almost all my fwens tk puasa.

@ 1.3opm, all gathered at row 14 den we went to the Admin office and sum of them will took their uniform n for the rest yg tkd uniform kena go measure at Delta Road. Punye la jauh lagi2 i ride bike n not really knw the way to the Delta road. Once everything settle, we went off to the place..since i ride bike will meet my fwens kat situ.

@ 4.3opm went n back home from there..honestly speaking, leh sesat sey..haha!

ok lah, nk tidur..dah penat ni. Bye!

How hurt i am...

2009-08-23T01:07:00.000-07:00

Boy, do eu knw how hurt i am wen u been missing a few weeks without any reason?
Boy, im totally hurt by eu n ur excuses.
Boy, eu came back in my life like nutink happened.
Eu came to me n just act normal.
Boy, dun eu knw tat i was worie n kip thinking abt eu n yet eu act nutink happen.
Boy, eu make my life miserable without eu.
Boy, i hate u for being dis way.

Boy, i miss u alots but im still hurt wif eu.
I guess eu cant stop doing the same mistakes n u cant stop by hurting me again n again.
Boy, do eu think i shld open my heart to eu?
Boy, do eu think i shld just forget eu for the rest of my life?
Boy, or shld i give eu one more chance to prove it to me how sincere eu are to me?
Boy, im confused rite now..
Boy, dun eu knw i still nid eu?
Plz change for good..

5th day..Amazing race!

2009-08-21T19:33:00.000-07:00

5th day..todae we wun have any training at the HR but we have to attend SMILE course at T2. Met the rest at T2 @ 8.45 but satu2 dtg lambat..Bagus sungguh la tu. Haha! We had fun wif the course cz there's Amazing were held. More laughter n happiness. Get to know them more closer and we are like family now.. K la, picture will do the tokz...

Aida, Deela, Hidayah

The 5 heros in my batch..

They are..

Firdaus, Kabir, Hidayat, Nizam lastly Hazman.

The girlz..

They are...

From the back, Rehka, Vani, Nurul n Balkis.

Front row, Lynn, Deela n Hidayah..

Lynn & Deela

My mastermind...

Itz lunch time!

Nurul featuring Deela

Lynn Featuring Deela @ toilet

SMILE

Lynn, Deela n Aida

Ok la tatz all..so supudupa tired la...bye!

3rd day..

2009-08-19T20:33:00.000-07:00

Actually wanna bring my baby pinky to werk but dad wanna bring it to werkshop so itz too bad i have to go by public transports lor. Haiyah! 3 days in a row go werk by public transports. I dun care once my bike itz ok, gonna ride it wif me 2mrw..

Today not really in the mood during the training. Punye la boring giler.. Niari alik, tengku zulaidil fetched me up den he company me to Sim Lim Square to buy headphone for my little brother den he send me home..

ok la tats all..tak tahu ape nk update..

To fazly, HAPIE 22nd BURFDAE TO YOU!

2nd day..

2009-08-18T19:32:00.000-07:00

Today reached exact 9am togethet wif Zeedilocks. Met her inside the train at tanah merah and guess wat? Both of us were late kz. Da lambat lagi leh jln slow2 ni. Haha! We enter the room, all of them were busy signing the contract so do i n Zee too. Den we start our training.

First 3 hours, i was as normal, laugh n talked to the rest of my fwenz but after lunch, i totally lost my mood cz of sumting. I dun even eat during the lunch. After lunch, i was so quite n totally weak but i dun show it infront of my fwenz just act normal.

At 3pm, actually wanna go back home but i cant so just stay a few more hours n tahan je lor. At 5.30pm, Zul came to fetched me up thanks for ur trouble my dear. Sanggup die dtg to fetched me up as i kne he suppose to report to werk at 6pm.

ok lah...update again..

1st day!

2009-08-17T20:02:00.000-07:00

Ok todae suppose to report 8.45am at level 4 of the building. Todae is our 1st Orientation and 2mrw den will start the training. Was late 15 minutes and i enter the room dgn muka sardine lor. Step tkd pape gitu. Haha!

From 9am to 12pm, introduction abt the company and we do intro ourselves.. Get to knw new fwens sum of them i knw during the day whr we went to check-up together. Our group was supudupa kecoh gile especially si Zeedillocks..haha!

After tat we went to T1 to have our lunch there. I dun feel like eating cz of sumting so just ate bubur ayam je. At 1.45pm, we start the orientation. Boring nak mampoz..Suddenly i feel my body was weak semcm. Ntah lah kenape. We end our orientation at 5pm n after tat home sweet home lor.

Sampai uma, terus lepak atat katil sampai ke mlm..ok, will update again kz..

Oreo Chesse Cake!

2009-08-15T22:34:00.000-07:00

Todae, i woke up early tau at 9.30am. The only gerl in the family tat woke up early. Even my sister still on the bed sleeping. While reading newspaper, my brother asked to bath and ride hym to bikes shop survey his bike. Punye lah malas. Pagi2 dh kena follow hym. Aiyoo! K2 yg penting kena ikhlas lor. So bath up n den wen for a ride wif hym. I ride the bike as he is my pillion lor. We went to sum shop n do survey. Brother intend to buy Scramble but he bike tkd so his next suggestion is, Spark 1st hand or RXZ 2nd hand so we do asked th apek which one better. Apek tu suruh kite beli Spark since itz cheap for the 1st hand. Brother have to think it first cz uma kite ni dh byk motor kat parking uma. Haha! N plus next year, im gonna buy KR. Cut it short, after survey, went to workshop Haji Masri to do service on my baby pinky. 2 jam setengah kite kat kedai tu. Brother yg do the service on my bike wif a help of Haji Masri n end up, itz FREE kz. hehe!

At 3pm, abit mad mif tengku zulaidil cz promise to meet at 3pm but he still sleeping. Call2 tk angkat. End up meet at 5pm. He help me to send my resignation letter to MAcdonald den we went to parkway to buy Sister bdae present as i promise her to give it to her by today. After we got the thing, we tot of watching movie but i dun tink we sempat cz i have to go back before9.30pm mah so we went to Karoeke at Grandlin near City Plaza foe 1 hour den we went to dinner.. Before we went to dinner to Siglap, Tengku zulaidil bought me Oreo Chesse cake kz :))

He was singing lagu Relaku Pujuk by Spider..

Tatz the video clip lagu Relaku Pujuk..

While waiting the video clip to start, we do taking picture together..
Duet song, Bila Rindu..
After singing, member asyik terbatuk-batuk je...haha!

Zulaidil featuring Deela J

Lastly, my OREO CHESSE CAKE!!!!!!!!

Hapie 22nd sis!

2009-08-15T00:00:00.000-07:00

Happy 22nd bdae sis!

May God bless you my dear sis..

Last long wif ur my Y kz..hehe!

Ur present is on the way but harap bersabar oritez :)

Family dinner!

2009-08-14T23:36:00.000-07:00

Before dad went to sholat Juma'at, dad did inform us to dae gonna have a small celebration for Sis n bro bdae combine n plus mum n dad anniversary. And dad told me n sis to reached home before 7pm cz we gonna go out after 7.30pm.

After dad return from prayers, dad n mum went to Johor while i go my fwen house to do some editing picture and karoeke too. Hehe! Reached home at 6.45pm n waited for mum n dad cz they fetched brother from camp. So me n other siblings just waited at home lor. 7.30pm sharp after dad settle wif the prayers, we went to Simei to have steamboats. Wuhoo! Betul2 punye makan sey n kenyang gile lor sampai malas nk alik. Padahal me just st inside the car je while brother is the one hu driving pun byk bising. Haha!

p.s. brother, will get ur present next fridae after u book out from camp kz.. :)

Adekah Cinta....

2009-08-11T22:31:00.000-07:00

Adekah cinta itu satu anugerah?
Adekah cinta itu utk kianati perasaan?
Adekah cinta itu benar-benar setia?

Aku mohon kepadamu, beri lah aku jawapanmu semoga aku tidak memikirkannye.. Jika benar die lah orangnye, buktikan lah padaku, bukakan pintu hatiku utk nye jika die benar-benar mencintaiku sepenuh hatinye. Jika benar die lah orangnye, rasmikan lah hubungan kite dan jadikan hubungan ini suci bagimu.. Beri lah aku cahayamu dlm hidup ku..

Now, im abit stress up how to tell my previous job tat i wanna resign? They kip calling my hp n house phone no to ask abt me. Haish! Wat should i tell them? Oh god, why is so difficult for me to tell them the truth???

Get the job!!!

2009-08-11T19:48:00.000-07:00

Ok, todae for so excited to the max cz i got the job at CIAS as passenger service. Yeah! All thanks to Miz Ida for recommended to me this job. Will belanje her one day :)

Todae at 9am, reached the HR for 2nd interview but they told me, i dun nid to go for the 2nd interview. Punye lah happy. Hehe! They just told me to go for check-up n xray. So i just wait for sum yg kena interview den we go together for the check-up n xray. While waiting, make new fwenz n itz like we knw each other for long gitu. Gerek kape!!

Once we done wif the check-up, we went down to tampines for the xray lak but the clinic will close at 1pm n open back at 2pm. Actually there still alot of time so we had our so call breakfast plus lunch lor den proceed to the clinic. Itz nearly 1pm but we just dashed in sampai org kat situ suruh kite dtg after 2pm but one of my fwen sae, 'sorry aunty but we reached here 5mins before 1pm ler'. Haha! So the funny. Aunty tu pun diam den kasi kite masuk lor.

Everything settle, we do exchange numbers then went back home lor. Mondae start our training classes. Must be there at 8.45am. Aduh! So the early. Hehe!

p.s. Miz Ida meet up soon so deela leh belanje ida :)

Hapie Burfdae To My Brother

2009-08-11T01:28:00.000-07:00

Happy 21st Burfday My Brother!

Cant Celebrates wif hym as he is at the camp rite now..

So i just wish hym tru SMS.

I dunnoe wat to get for hym.. Hmm!

To my brother, may god bless u.. Continue to loose weight kz n im jealous to see u loose

weight so fast ever since u NS..

Ok la tat pic was taken 2yrs back.. SO SLIM!

Im in stress Situation..

2009-08-09T00:05:00.000-07:00

Oh god, show me some answer from eu as im in confused situation rite now. Im stress n confused. Plz show me ur light to me..

After i received the from CIAS, my mind suddendly make me think. Tuesday is my 2nd interview at 9am and on the same day at MacDonald is so call my important day too. Where my big bosses is gonna verify me on my shifht whether i really can handle the store alone or not. ARH! Now, the problem is where should i go? CIAS, i really want the job cz is a full tyme job for me. As for MacDonald, i wanna hold it first cz i scared i wun really get the CIAS cz i scared of my medical check-up wun approve. Haish! Now wat god?

I even discuss it wif my family members, miz idah n sumone. As almost majority ask me to go for the 2nd interview at CIAS cs 2nd interview cant change the date. Itz like first cum first serve gitu lor.. Ok2 dun think to much kz. Will follow the mojority kz.

As for my brother n sister, dun worei abt me kz. Like i told eu guys, nutink hppn to me again n they pun tk ganggu deela lagi. Dun worie kz. If it hppn to me again, will let the both of eu knw aitez.. Dun worie kz. Thanks for the care and concern bro n sis.

Sowie my darl..

2009-08-08T21:07:00.000-07:00

His 2nd bike, Blue Gilera..
Kecian his Green Sparkz stay at home..

Tengku Zulaidil wif his new baby, Blue Gilera

Miz Deela J n Tengku Zulaidil..

At 2.30pm, im totally ready to go out for Nurullah's engagement. Actually promise Tengku Zulaidil at 2pm as i was not 100% ready so i met hym at 2.30pm. Hehe! Sowie tengku..haha! Wen i reached the place to meet hym, i saw...his new baby! Blue Gilera..wow!

At met hym, we went to the place. Lucky lum ramai sgt org kat uma Kakak sedara nurullah if not..haha! Cant sae out. Only hym n nurullah knw it :)

Was abit shy to take the foods n thanks to hym cz he not shy to take the foods but at last i did take some kuih2 for hym since he asked me to take it. We cant stay there longer cz he has to werk mlm. After he done wif his food, i went inside the room to meet Nurul. I apologies to her cz i cant stay longer n sowie tk dpt amik gambar wif she not 100% siap lor. Rase serbe salah cz she really wan to take foto wif me..im sowie darling... K, we left the house at 4pm gitu den me n hym went to Suntec aas he wanna buy sumting there so just follow hym. To tell the truth im not feeling well. Rase pening gitu but i remain silent cz if i voice up, he surely will send me home so just kip quite.

Reached home at 8.30pm cz my bro wanna tok to mit abt sumting. Tats y reached home early lor n plus tengku wanna go werk lor..

Trip to Johor

2009-08-07T21:41:00.000-07:00

Today, me, sis n my parents went to Johor after dad abis sholat Juma'at lor. At 10 plus in the morning, i received call from CIAS saying dat i was shortlisted and asked me to cum for the 2nd interview next tuesday at 9am. Wow! I was so excited n i msg Miz idah to infrom abt it.. Hopefully get the job lor..k2 cut the short kz.. Exact at 2pm, dad reached home, put his bike key n took car key n asked we plus mum to faster lor takut nti JAM at both checkpoints.

All goes smoothly at woodland checkpoint but....at johor checkpoint, JAM giler babi. Byk kereta spore masuk johor maybe go holiday lor. Yelah mondae public holiday mah..

First, we went Larkin to take sis baju raya yg she tempah.
Second n lastly, we went to Kota Raya. Makan kat sane den we went to buy some kitchen things. After everything settle, we went back to spore. Actually wanna spend alot of time there but tk sempat cz my brother is waiting at CCK. He booked out lor. Kecian die kena tgu almost 1 hour for us. Haha!

ok lah, i guess tats all. Tmrw kena gi hari pertunangan my fwen at Bedok.

Went out for awhile...

2009-08-06T22:31:00.000-07:00

Actually today i plan not to go out since yesterday i went home at 10.15pm. It was late. Y i sae late cz in my family, dad allows his gerls to went out but..the gerls have to reached home before 9.30pm. Standard timing for me n my sisters. If we langgar, no day out for a week. Haish! So die2 must reached home before 9.30pm.

Ok lah since i went home late yesterday, i intend to stay at home while dad n mum is at home. So help to do some house werk lor at home but den, i feel abit bored. Mum asked me out to go Joo Chiat wif her but she told me she lazy to go out cz dah petang..haha! Suddenly i was thinking of buying sumting for my fwen engagement gift. Plan to go out but i scared dad wun allow me. Slowly i asked dad's permission whether i can go out or not n guess wat??? He allow me but i have to be at home at 8.30pm..huh? Okok no quarrel den just get prepare n wait for sumone to fetched me up. We make a fast one then went back home after dinner together. Reached home before 8.3opm ok n dad give me a smile..hehe!

ok lah..wanna slip..tmrw at 2pm, me, kak fana n my parents will going to Johor. Yeah!

He been missing...

2009-08-05T23:18:00.000-07:00

He been missing for so many days.. How much i miss hym, i cant even count it. Miss going out wif hym after so long. I dunnoe wat he up to. The way he msg n chat wif me itz like not sincere and not the normal way we use to chat..

One day, suddendly he msged me. I was shocked tat he msged me.. While msging wif each other, we start to quarrel actually but i hold it cz i wanna noe wat happened to hym. Msg2 mcm kena2 kan die segala lor but end up we do ok but still nid to improve lor. Yela perasan sedih tu masih ade di hati ini. I feel so sad cz of hym..ok2 dun tok mch here..let me n hym only noe wat happened kz..

Miss hym..ntah lah whether he noe tat or not lor...

Wen out wif Nor

2009-08-05T22:47:00.000-07:00

Todae i have appointment wif Nor. Appointment going out lor. After 4 days werking non-stop and at last i have my off day n itz TODAE! Yeah!

Since im bored at home n plus after so long never go out wif tat sumone so im going out wif Nor lor. At 1.30pm, reached mit Nor under the block wif my baby pinky. At first we plan to go Peninsular but end up we dun go there. We went to SPST where we werk there cz Nor wanna take sumting from one of the crew n after tat we went to Mustafar n den we went to Suntec to Eng Wah cinema to watch Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak lor. Out-dated ehk kite dua ni. Hehe! We watched 5.25 show and itz end at 7pm.

After the show, we went to Bugis cz i wanna buy my Camera Bag. Guess wat? From Suntec, kite SESAK cz dunnoe the way out to bugis. Kite maen round wif my baby pinky n at last we found our way out..haha! After bugis, we headed to Geylang Kedai Har-Yasin..mkn murtabak lor..After mkn aru kite alik uma..

Tmrw, should i go out or stay at home ehk? hmmm...

quiz je...

2009-08-05T08:43:00.000-07:00

1) Are you single or attached?
- Single but im closer to sumone

2) Do you have a person you like?
- Yeahh.

3) What is the name you're in love with?
-Cant tell first cz itz not really comfirm lor..

4) If the person you love and your mum dropped into the sea, who will you save?
- Of cz both lor..(wat a stupid qns sey..hehe!)

5) Have you hugged someone before?
- Yes! Everynite hug my only Bobby..

6) Do you love your parents?
- Yes lor..

7) Are you willing to do anything for your girlfriend/boyfriend?
- Depends n will think abt it..

8) Will you hug the one you love?
- hmmm...maybe. Hehe!

9) Are you jealous now?
- No! Y ler?

10) Who is the last person who messaged you?
- Miz idah n Zul

11) Who is your clique?
- Nor(my crew)

12) Do you want babies in the future?
- Yes lor.. One gerl n one boy :)

13) Do you prefer MacDonald's, KFC, Burger King, Long John Silver or coffee shop?
- All as above. As for coffee shop must clean dulu..

14) Do you sniff glue?
- No!

15) Do you smoke?
-Nope! Bad for health..

16) If your girlfriend/boyfriend is a two-timer, what will you do?
- Will cry and leave hym but before tat will ask hym first..

17) Which CCA are you in now?
- I was in Netball since Pri till now im a Netball Coach part- time.

18) If you're rich, what will you do?
- Buy my dream bike R6, all the latest watches and of cz will give sum to my family n donated the money..

19) If the one you're in love with held your hand, what will you do?
- hmm..will hold back..

20) If the one you're in love rejects you, what will you do?
- Angkat kaki jalan lor..

21) What is/are your cartoon character/s?
- Barney cz i like it since i was young..

22) Friendship or both?
- Both are equally important to me.

23) Cookie monster or Elmo?
- Cookies monster cz i love cookies :)

24) Do you use laptop or computer?
- My own laptop kz

25) Do you like lollipop?
- Use tolike but now i dun eat lollipop..

26) Do you have diary?
- My online diary je

27) If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break, what will you do?
- Will solve it slowly and always remind hym, dun just cz of small matter we break up..

28) Are you blur?
- i dun think so..

29) If you can have your hair died, what colour do you want it to be?
- Golden hair..(fierce kape)

30) Who is the last person who chatted with you on MSN?
- Tengku Zulaidil

31) How many girls/boys have you beaten before?
-Nope but i use to beaten my fren during secondary skul life. (psl she so irritating)

32) What school are you in?
- JBS in Double Diploma Private Secretary and Business Admin

33) Favourite name for a girl?
- Putri Zulaikah

34) Favourite name for a boy?
- Putra Fauzul

35) Tag 10 friends to do this quiz. =)
- Miz Idah
-Adeq huda
-Marzura
-Rozie sweety
-Decky Aisha
-Feeney cute
-Adeq Ainee
7 pun jadi lah...

People kip asking abt me..

2009-07-31T20:31:00.000-07:00

Lately, i've been MIA from werk due to sum issue. Cumin to werk like 1 day a week and sumtime depend whether i wanna werk or not. All cz of the incident hppn and rumours, i dun feel like werking there. Kip frustrating myself everytime i cum to werk. Im tired wif all this kz.

My bro did asked me abt the incindent tat hppn to me and he asking who t are they tat slapping me at my face. I asked hym, 'mcm mane faiz tahu abt ni? Dun worie la, deela ok.' and he told me his GF told hym abt it cz his GF do read my blog.

Todae, at 6.30pm, met Rozie at our skul to collect sumting frm there. She also asked me whether im ok or not and asked me wat hppn to me(the incident) and i told her, 'im fine. Dun worie kz'. Before we left the skul, i asked Rozie to hold on first cz i saw them and a few minutes later den we went off. Send her to Paya Lebar Mrt wif my baby pinky.

ok lah...wanna sleep cz 2mrw wanna go werk...

i miss hym...

Mungkin

2009-07-30T23:24:00.000-07:00

Mungkin aku bisa bercinta dengan kamu
Kendati kata kata mu selalu
Menusuk jantung melukai ku

Mungkin ku mau memaafkanmu kembali
Demi cinta yang ada di hatiku
Meloloskanmu dari kata pisah

Mungkin sang fajar dan sayap burung burung patah
Menyaksikan kita berseteru
Slalu tak pernah damai

Mungkin cintaku terlalu kuat dan menutupi
Jiwa yang dendam akan kerasmu
Sehingga kita bersama mungkin

Send brother, Faiz

2009-07-30T23:07:00.001-07:00

Today was totally bored at home and i tot meeting tat sumone coz i guess we nid to tok but i change my mind not to meet hym.

Early in the morning, my brother ask me whether i will be going out or not and i told hym NO n y lor. He asked me to send hym to one of the building at Raffles Place there to claim his insurance and sign some documents. Since im so free so i agree to send hym there wif my baby pinky. At first i dunnoe the way there but after my brother told me to by KPE den ECP (city) then i noe. Haha! Once we reached there and looking for the person and guess wat? The person no longer werking at tat building. Ape lagy faiz terus pissed off n raise his voice to one of the person there. Mesti lah mengamuk..kite dah penat2 sampai sane abeh org tu dah tk kerja. Padahal faiz received the call frm the person hymself ask to cum down. Binget kan?

Almost 1 hour we waited there cz faiz asked them to search for the documents but still no response so faiz told them to call us once they got the documents. Kecian my abg nie. Dtg nk claim insurance tp tk dpt cz of tat idiot yg da tk kerja di tampat tu.. We went home straight but this tyme round, faiz yg ride na im his pillion.

Kat Macperson, TP kat sebelah je and both of us punya la kancong cz faiz tkd nama on my bike. Mati la if TP to tahan kite, dua2 lesen kena gantung. Haha! But lucky faiz is confident enuf lor..Haish!

ok lah nk rest..

Dun seem to be ok

2009-07-30T00:53:00.001-07:00

Itz been a week me and sumone dun seem to be orite. Tat sumone seems to be very far from me now and i dunnnoe wat actually goes wrong between us. Sumone claim tat he confused and i guess im confused too. Haish! Wat a life. We being together and happy wif each other and suddenly itz turn this way now. So wat actually wen wrong here?

Kip thinking wat abt eu and kip asking wat happened to eu actually but eu seem to hide it from me. I guess all this while we going out together, eu are not sincere wif it rite? Tell me boy..eu make me unpeace kz. Eu just told me not to ask eu anything..boy, if eu still treat me as a sumone closer to eu, plz tel me n dun hide aniting from me.

Boy, seems eu wanna be alone, i just let eu be but plz do contact me if eu still treat me as ur close fwen. I miss you!

ICA interview

2009-07-29T21:47:00.000-07:00

Today, i went to ICA Building for walk-in interview for the position of ICA Specialist. Went there if a fwen of mine, Amalia. She was werking under ICA Specialist for almost 2 years. I did asked her to company me as i nid sumone to tok while waiting lor. Reached there before 2pm and guess wat? The Q punye la ramai and they been there at 12 plus. OMG! Interview start at 2pm so i got the Q no, 118 and i guess there are around 300 people inside waiting to be interview lor. Was abit nervous and i try to control it. Hehe!

Once everything is done, we went to Beach Road to eat and chit chat after so long never meet Amalia ever since she werking at Woodland Checkpoint. We went home at 5.30pm.

Hope to get the job so tat i can resign werking at MacDonald..